I loVe poLaRis

2009-11-30T22:35:00.002+08:00

i think as far as i'm using this skin, i wun be posting 'title' to my post la... i dun really like it's font, lazy to edit the template, and refuse to think of one for each post... XD

ok, previously, i thought it was tough enough for me to go thru the "withdrawal-syndrome" of Junjou Romantica, a Japanese anime which i heart so much. It was hard, but i thought i got over it rather easily, and the time was rather short too.

But now, something serious happens. and i have to choice but have to go thru 'withdrawal-syndrome' again... oh man... this time it's gonna be harder. Definitely HARDER.

You're Beautiful has ENDED!!! T_______________T

i have yet to watch the last 3 episode yet, but due to some kind spoilers (XD, like val & allkpop), i got to know some of the main 'punch' of the show laaaaa~ and overall, i felt sad for the cast.

it's not the writers' fault for the show to have low ratings.

it's definitely not the casts' fault for the low ratings as well.

they jus have no luck and they met IRIS in the same time slot... too bad, so i hope that the casts wun get too dis-hearted!!

Tae Kyung-ssi! You're the coolest!

Shin Woo-ssi! You're the sweetest!

Jeremy-ssi! You're the cutest!

Mi Nam-ssi! You're the prettiest!

ahhhh, how i wish they can see my blog... (LOL, not possible) tae-kyung-ahhhh~ T____T

Boohoo... how how how! i think i'm gonna start to feel cold without them, tears as they're not here, and when i tear, i'll have running nose...

I WANT A SEASON TWO!!!

aigoooo, say me crazy, say me insensible. say whatever you want... i still like them, CANNOT ISIT?!!

i'll buy their VCD/DVD if they really come to singapore! i'll buy, really!!! ^^

T______T jus by reading the post of 'You're Beautiful' on allkpop.com can make me tear sia... 0..0 cos "bu-she-de"..........

i shall end abruptly today!

2009-11-28T23:52:00.002+08:00

some how i thought everyone is feeling a little emo recently... *sigh* even me. rahhhh!!! BD is driving me crazy! and there's exam in 2 weeks time... no, maybe i should say less than 2 weeks, and i havent study any single shit yet.

was trying to do some reflection but apparently, even my mind refuses to work as well. all i can think of now is watch shows and dl shows. RAHHHHHH!!! everything seems to go out of way... i'm not using my com, not the fujitsu one at least. using my old ACER com which is super lagggg!

my fujitsu adapter FUSED!!! oh comon! i'm not gonna get a new adapter, DEFINITELY NO! NEVER! who would be so stupid to change 3 adapter throughout the 3 years of usage! buying a second-hand once is enough. so no choice, i'll jus have to rely on valerie for the rest of my semester...

DAMN SHIT.

feeling super sian, super demotivated, super reluctant about school. dun ask me why, jus feeling pissed off. it's not the same anymore. no matter is it the environment, the subjects, or the people. everything changed. not trying to bring up some old stuff but ... HUMANS.

to a certain extent, i agree with those who are superstitious, which says that the reason why there are so many disasters and the rumor of 2012 is all due to HUMANs. We humans did too much things that are against the nature and tried to win each and everything. *arshhh~ i'm getting out of point*

well my mind isnt working very well like i said, so i'm jus typing whatever that comes into my mind. oh by the way, i dun know if anyone knows about the mutation in H1N1. there's only 1 word to describe my feeling now. "HA!"

Vaccines are produced and the virus mutates. NICE ONE. ever since the time of SARS, i have been repeating the same words. i dun believe in injecting the vaccines. everyone's destiny has been there ever since the second we come to this world. go ahead and say that i'm crazy/old-fashioned, i always believe that if you'll die, even if you inject the vaccine, the virus will mutate. HA! true enough, it did.

If you'll die, you'll definitely die and you cant escape. If you time is not up, no matter how you try, you'll never die.

oh man... i'm getting psycho. 0.0 Well Humans, it's time to reflect.

Happy Happy Day!!

2009-11-26T22:13:00.002+08:00

haha! this 2 days actually quite fun eh! Went Centrepoint, Orchard Central, ION and Wisma yesterday with Joilette, Annie, and Valerie!! HAHA! it's not for shopping eh! it's for project! so dun say we go play kay! ^^

the previous project, Annie din get to join us for the OC trip, and maybe it's because we only look for things to include in out report, we din really have much fun. But yesterday, without the stress of project! OC seems more enjoyable!

Before that we went Centrepoint for project, *details deliberately skipped*. After OC, we walk over to Wisma cos annie has this $50 voucher for Nike! ^^ *other details deliberately skipped*. Joilette suddenly has something on so she went off first. AND THAT'S WHY SHE MISSED SOME HUGE FUN!

the main point for yesterday is when we reach ION. Valerie, Annie and me decided to explore the ATAS-World in ION so we went to Lv 01 - 04 to walk walk... *intermediate details skipped*. after sometime, we went to a shop called "Three-Sixty Market". haha! went there go shop shop den saw this Sushi promotion, cant resist so decided to buy some food... As we are paying, Annie and i notice something. Valerie is paying at a counter with female cashier, but a chinese guy keeps on sticking very close to the auntie. The main point is. HE'S BEEN LOOKING AT VALERIE CONSTANTLY!! even after we left, he did not shift his gaze away, instead, he followed her until we're out of his sight!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

(^_^) ok ok, den today!! after BD, val is suppose to meet her friend for movie. but due to some reason, the date was cancelled. haha! so she kinda hint hint me to go watch movie with her!! oh yea man! MOVIE!! and so so so, we went to VIVO to watch "Gokusen The Movie".

OH-EM-JEE!!

i only can say that it's really worth the price la! ($8.50 sia... quite ex) Not only is there new cast, but they called upon the cast of Season 01, 02 and 03!!! I shant say too much in case wanting read this and say i spoiler her!!! watching with her again on 11th December!!

and today, i confirmed with my donuts for the Christmas Outing!!! it's will be on the 14th December that week, dates not confirmed yet!!!

YEAH!!! that's all for today! ^^

memories~

2009-11-14T00:15:00.003+08:00

hahaha!! suddenly have the urge to see something which me and my puff did together last time... so i went to a fruit's blog created specially for another fruit, Ms Strawberry Ice-cream... i couldnt remember how exactly did we end the whole thing. but re-reading the blog makes me wanna do the same thing again! XD

kinda miss that day which we would chat over the phone/msn jus to think of what's the next step. kinda miss the fun which we had. and of course, miss the satisfaction. ^^

although in between the process, there were incidence which occur, but i'm surprise by the fact that we solve the well... at least, identification is not revealed.

haha~ actually we wanted to do it again, but we couldnt find a new & nice ingredient to make our salad eh... so the plan was jus... *poof!* when missing...

well, like i always say, time flies, memory never fades....

cornered by Ah bengs...

2009-11-11T21:37:00.002+08:00

LOL... ok... i'm being lame...

today after school went lot one to buy lunch ma, den after that walk over to "XiMenDing" to buy mummum for my mum, so happen that there's this bunch of ~~monkeys~~ breads there, really a bunch of them lo, standing behind them look like i'm q-ing for dunno what sia, so many ppl.

den i realise that one of the ~~monkey~~ bread's slipper both side is different colour. i mean, human nature right, of cos will see for s few more seconds... den apparently that ~~monkeys~~ bread saw me... *shucks*

so i no choice have to look else where lo.... *another wrong move... tsk* den i think that ~~monkey~~ bread feel paiseh so he pull his friend over, another ~~monkey~~ bread, den he shouted:

"wa lau, change back slipper leh..."

and childish enough, the other ~~monkey~~ bread said:

what did you say huh?! how dare you 'wa lau' me?!

lol... so they walk behind me den talk talk talk talk... -____-

den somehow... dunno why... their formation change change change... den i was standing infront of the counter after i pay money (but waiting for the food la...), den they stand like a semi-circle behind me... -____-

haha~ ok ok, in conclusion... no good looking ones... *wasted*...

now now... let me share something!!

watch this kays!! the 2 songs by A.N.JELL!!

and and, my fav's guitar is "baisui" one lo... haha~ notice his favourite action for the favourite song??

with this, i sign off!! ^^

aishhhhh...

2009-11-10T16:24:00.002+08:00

ooooh noooo,

one of my darling jus fell out of love... T___T for him, but i think he's doing well so far... at least he's putting all his focus on his new album. =)

well...

A source tells Just Jared: “The relationship just ran its course,” “The break-up was mutual and amicable. They remain friends and still care for each other.”

good that it's a peaceful and mutual break-up. at least they remain as friends still... =) yea, i jus came to blog about this for now... ^^

see ya!

MAJOR EDIT for RACHIE!!

2009-11-09T19:44:00.003+08:00

MAJOR EDIT for RACHIE!! [<-- that an "i"... i did not spell your name wrongly...]

haha~ due to some misunderstanding... rachel baby tried her best to find a link which will leads her to You're Beautiful on my previous post. therefore, i shall be kind enough to post the links here. ^^the BLUE ones are the links!!

the best web [for me] to watch it in full ep and super HD quality is definitely:
VEOH -- this leads to the search page.
*however, this web will require a download so that you can watch online...

the next web to watch it in parts and in lower quality is definitely:
MY SOJU -- this leads to the episode page.
*quality shouldnt be a bit low la... but should be very low... not very sure cos i din really go there to watch... ^^

and the very next web to watch it in parts and high quality is definitely:
YOUTUBE -- leads directly to video.
*i think this would be the best choice i recommend for Rachel baby? cos no dl is required and it's of a high quality. the quality is the same as what i have in my PC! ^^

trying to locate the show which features kim bum with the hair now for you darling... ^^

w00t!

i found! ^^

ALLKPOP -- you wanted the front view... XD

it's gonna be a movie!! and it's called Emergency

let me quote something from ALLKPOP...

...With half of his head in cornrows, rocking shiny blue jackets, and smokey eye-liner, Kim Bum is now officially bad ass. ...

-_- eyeliner... [what i hate the most on guys...]

WELL...

Never say Never!
---sarah lim

Adam Lambert, Jang Geun-suk, and Kim Bum.

they are the once with eyeliner yet i still like... (^_^)

END OF MAJOR EDIT for RACHIE!!

Let's update update my blog.

2009-11-08T19:10:00.012+08:00

*NOTE: my blog is best viewed with mozilla fox!!

=^_^=

ah... let me start a topic which will make me blush...

MY RECENT LOVE!!!

who could it be? omo, did i fall in love this time? KYA!!! i'll show you some his picture ok... promise. ^^ i'm actually waiting for it to be uploaded... ok, so let me give you a brief introduction of him. His name is Jang Geun Suk. the reason why i like him is because of this:

You're Beautiful [k-drama]

sO... who's Jang Geun Suk? this is him... =^_^=

YESH!!! haha~ yea, as a lot of you know... i LOVE badies... XD but he's not actually bad in the show... he's actually tough on the outside, but soft in the inside... ^^

See his smile... so cute. XD but what i like the most? HAHAHA! his smirk... i'll show you... XD

this is only the beginning of his smirk! wanna see his full smirk? Go Watch The Show!!! ^^

ahhhhh~ i know some of you will jus say. "ewww, yiting is so strange to like this kind of people..." but... Do You Think I Care? haha~ i like who i like! (^_^) oh ya bro, if you're reading, tell dasao i seriously recommend this show to her kays!!

let me try to get the synopsis here... give me a sec...

Tae Kyung and On Yu are in search of a new member for their idol group, A.N.JELL. However, Mi Nam suffers an injury at the last moment. So Mi Nyu, his twin sister, is asked to step in for her brother. The rest of the drama follows the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group.

A story about the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group.

ahhh, tried my best to find but this is what i've gotten... wanted to write my version out but i think it will be a huge spoiler so... just stick with this!! if you wanna know more, WATCH IT!!!

Ah yes, and as promised to Rachel... here's what you want... ^^

see his new hair style? haha~ i dunno if you will like it... but i think it's rather cool... and it's a totally different image from what he have in bbf right...

haha~ so i'll jus end off here... ^^

see ya!

Regret and Regret...

2009-10-26T00:15:00.008+08:00

okay now, why regret?
of cos. lots of things happen recently, (out of nothing big - IT'S JUST A TUTORIAL -__- ), and somehow i just got tired of all that. i mean, human changes. who we are 2 years ago may not be who we are now. so why are we judging people with reference to 2 years ago?

anyway, i'm jus purely saying my thoughts and i'm not DIRECTLY or INDIRECTLY trying to shoot anyone. what i say applies to myself as well.

it's the same as 2 years ago, you may like to eat something very much, and now, you hate it. this is something that we cannot prevent, and has to let it happen. or should i say Human Nature?

i have yet to say what i regret right? when i have a choice to make, i din make the right choice. That's my regret. i know, i said that i wouldnt regret what i have done, cause that is what i have chosen. and now, since human changes, i changed, and now start to regret on some of my decisions.

let me make somethings clear, there's a few character here. i'll call them Someone, Them, Those 2, That Group and Myself. this 5 terms denotes different people.

it wasnt easy for me to leave Them, and now when i think back, i shouldnt have.i really shouldnt have chosen HRM. and what makes me more angry about myself, is that even though i made the wrong choice once, i was stupid enough to make a second one. i gave up on EC. the reason why i choose SP's DBA was because of HRM. but a larger part of the reason, was EC. and i really couldnt believe myself that i gave up on EC just because of a stupid interview, and that i had something else to attend to.

if i have taken the correct path from the beginning. everything wouldnt have happen the way they did now. it's my fault. even though i was wrong, i was given a second chance to get back to the correct path, and yet, i gave up the chance. i know that that Someone has been blaming herself for the cause of everything. but i jus wanna say: if you think carefully. IT WAS ME.

this 2 days, i cant help but keep on having the same sentence repeating itself in my mind, it's as if a chant... "if i hadnt exist between Those 2, if i hadnt been clinging too close to that Someone. if i hadnt do all these things after i lose Them, would things be better?"

i dunno what else i could do now. i dunno if the leader of That Group reads my blog, or not. even if the leader doesnt, i still have to say, that you are not me, you are not us, and it's almost impossible for you to feel what we felt.

i had enough of all this. and i'm really tired of all this. i'm not even aggitated when i'm typing this entry. i'm jus, tired. what i type is what i'm saying in my heart and to my surprise, i din even raise my voice in my heart. in fact, i am doing this very calmly.

i dunno if this post will be a trigger point to a bigger disaster, but i just hope that everything ends here.

Stressed out

2009-07-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

Stupid blogger, as i type, the blogger page is like, distorded... the title and the compose tab is stuck together, and the place which we type is so distancccccce away from the title...

anw, came to blog jus for one thing.

------Stress Really Can Make You Realise A Lot Of Thing------

Mostly bad things.

Realise something in school today, and realise another something at home today.

haiz.

2009-07-16T08:34:00.002+08:00

They Don't Care About Us

"They Don't Care About Us"

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, aggravation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Bang bang, shot dead
Everybody's gone mad

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Beat me, hate me
You can never break me
Will me, thrill me
You can never kill me
Jew me, sue me
Everybody do me
Kick me, kike me
Don't you black or white me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my life
I have a wife and two children who love me
I am the victim of police brutality, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate
You're rapin' me of my pride
Oh, for God's sake
I look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...
Set me free

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
trepidation, speculation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
black man, black male
Throw your brother in jail

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my rights
Am I invisible because you ignore me?
Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame
They're throwing me in a class with a bad name
I can't believe this is the land from which I came
You know I do really hate to say it
The government don't wanna see
But if Roosevelt was livin'
He wouldn't let this be, no, no

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, speculation
Everybody litigation
Beat me, bash me
You can never trash me
Hit me, kick me
You can never get me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Some things in life they just don't wanna see
But if Martin Luther was livin'
He wouldn't let this be

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, segregation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Kick me, strike me
Don't you wrong or right me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

See what we've done to the world.....

Earth Song

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain...
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

Aaaaaaaaah Oooooooooo
Aaaaaaaaah Oooooooooo

What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaah Oooooooooo
Aaaaaaaaah Oooooooooo

I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far

Aaaaaaaaah Oooooooooo
Aaaaaaaaah Oooooooooo
Aaaaaaaaah Oooooooooo
Aaaaaaaaah Oooooooooo

Hey, what about yesterday
(What about us)
What about the seas
(What about us)
The heavens are falling down
(What about us)
I can't even breathe
(What about us)
What about apathy
(What about us)
I need you
(What about us)
What about nature's worth
(ooo, ooo)
It's our planet's womb
(What about us)
What about animals
(What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust
(What about us)
What about elephants
(What about us)
Have we lost their trust
(What about us)
What about crying whales
(What about us)
We're ravaging the seas
(What about us)
What about forest trails
(ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas
(What about us)
What about the holy land
(What about it)
Torn apart by creed
(What about us)
What about the common man
(What about us)
Can't we set him free
(What about us)
What about children dying
(What about us)
Can't you hear them cry
(What about us)
Where did we go wrong
(ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why
(What about us)
What about babies
(What about it)
What about the days
(What about us)
What about all their joy
(What about us)
What about the man
(What about us)
What about the crying man
(What about us)
What about Abraham
(What was us)
What about death again
(ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn

Aaaaaaaaah Oooooooooo

MJ tribute 1

2009-07-12T16:09:00.005+08:00

try imagine yourself...

dancing shaking jumping and moving around as he does when you reach 50.

though he may not be as great as he IS before...

you know how great he IS...

yes, he never ~~was~~...

He IS.

an this video, is 36 mins long... but please please, watch it kays!!!

and watch till the end, you will realise something surprising!!! i mean even when the credits are out, watch how they make the movie. you'll be surprised!!

i heart MJ.

2009-07-11T20:49:00.005+08:00

one of my fav song of MJ.

SCREAM

(michael)
Tired of injustice
Tired of the schemes
The lies are disgusting
So what does it mean
Kicking me down
I got to get up
As jacked as it sounds
The whole system sucks

(janet)
Peek in the shadow
Come into the light
You tell me I'm wrong
Then you better prove you're right
You're sellin' out souls but
I care about mine
I've got to get stronger
And I won�t give up the fight

(michael)
With such confusions don�t it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin� victimize within the scheme

(janet)
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize

(both)
Somebody please have mercy�cause
I just can�t take it
Stop pressurin� me
Just stop pressurin� me
Stop pressurin� me
Make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin� me
Just stop pressurin� me
Stop pressurin� me
Make you just wanna scream

(michael)
Tired of you tellin� the story your way
It�s causin� confusion
You think it�s okay

(janet)
You keep changin� the rules
While I keep playin� the game
I can�t take it much longer
I think I might go insane

(michael)
With such confusion don�t it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin� victimize within the scheme

(janet)
You find your pleasure scandalizin� every lie

(both)
Oh father, please have mercy �cause I just can�t take it
Stop pressurin� me
Just stop pressurin� me
Stop pressurin� me
Make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin� me
Just stop pressurin� me
Stop fuckin' with me
Make me wanna scream

(janet)
"oh my god, can�t believe what I saw
As I turned on the tv this evening
I was disgusted by all the injustice
All the injustice"

(michael)
"all the injustice"

(news man)
"a man has been brutally beaten to death by
Police after being wrongly identified as a
Robbery suspect. the man was
An 18 year old black male..."

(michael)
With such collusions don�t it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin� victimize within the scheme

(janet)
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize

(both)
Oh brother please have mercy�cause I just can�t take it
Stop pressurin� me
just stop pressurin� me
Stop pressurin� me
make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin� me
just stop pressurin� me
Stop pressurin� me
make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin� me
just stop pressurin� me
Stop pressurin� me
make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin� me
just stop pressurin� me
Stop pressurin� me
make me wanna scream

Tagged by Dah Dah!

2009-07-09T08:58:00.002+08:00

i was tagged by dah dah to do this quiz!

wanna know dah dah's answer? go to her blog. ^^

1. Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get a kiss?
Forehead.

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?Really wanna know?
i felt and thought: "shit! it's morning."

3. Who was the last person i took pictures with?
Joilette, Michelle, Annie, Candice, during class outing.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?Spoiled in what way?
I dun think so..... at least all of my parts are still funtioning well.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
ehhhh, dun think so eh... i dun dare.... ok, i dun have the guts.... FINE, i'm a coward.

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
i think so, there's a period of my life i'm not close with gals. 0.0

7. Do you want someone dead?
Yes i do, and there's a number of them. x___x

8. What does the last message say?
i smsed JD if he's coming for gems and he said he'll be late.

9. What are you thinking right now?
thinking of when my gems lecturer will release us... thinking of dl-ing MJ's song, MJ's video, my darling yaoi manga, my darling novel, and my 7 new darling baby dragon... ^^

10. Do you wish someone is with you right now?
Definitely yes. How i wish Adam, Jae Wook and Rain is with me now...

11. What time you went to bed last night?
12 am i guess, cant remember.

12. Where did you buy your T-Shirt that you're wearing now?
i din buy it, my dad bought it from thailand. (i'm wearing the black colour, elephant tee...)

13. Is someone in your mind?
since im thinking of those in Qn9, i bet they are in my mind.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
JD

15. 10 people tagged in this quiz.
Number:
1- Dah dah.
2- Wan Ting.
3- Rachel
4- Valerie.
5- Michelle.
6- Joilette.
7- Colin.
8- Wendy (da sao).
9- **oh no, i cant think of anyone else** JowL?
10- Annie ba.... although i know she dun read my blog...

16. Who is 2 having relationship with?
wahahaha! herself?

17. Is 3 male or female?
My darling rachel is a gal gal...

18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be good thing?
OMFG!! my da sao's (sis-in-law) will be killing annie and i'll be killing my bro. 0.0

19. What is 1 studying about?
Diploma in Business Administration, Retail Option. (Perfect Answer!)

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5?
HAHA!! yesterday??

21. Is 4 single?I
NOPE! she's attached to ME!

22. Say something about 2?
Oh... a DIAMOND ~~bowl~~ ... TOILETBOWL that claims that IT couldnt be broke.

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together?
Wahahaha!!! Michelle will shoooooo Joilette away from her...

24. Describe 9.
ehhhh, was previously known as my long-lost friend... know her since 2007 when i start work. she the artist for my novel and i'm her writer for her novel. haha~

25. What will you do if 6 & 7 fight?
i seriously cannnnnnnnot imagine that.... -.-

26. Do you like 8?
Yes!!! She's my dear dear Da Sao~ (Sis-in-law~)

hihihihihihihihihi!!!!!

2009-06-23T01:20:00.010+08:00

So damn long never blog le... let me jus flood with some pictures first!!! =)

these are the "Seahorses"... or maybe i should say the sleeping seahorses... they are the group of new recruits which joilette and michelle led during the 2D1N SMART Camp!! *Do take note of the 2 seahorse whic are closest to the camera....

NEXT >>>>> let's take a look at 2 sleeping beauty~

Michelle, sleeping beauty 01.

And...

Joilette, sleeping beauty 02. Now let's take a look @ both the sleeping beauty...

Apparently, i think they felt cold, so the very very kind and gentle ME, took their dried-already towels and cover for them....

SEEEEEEEE!! i'm so sweet right.... *shivers*

OK OK! remember i ask you guys to take note of the 2 seahorses nearest to the camera, it's because, as they sleep, they get closer to each other....

So close that i was afraid another turn by them and they can kiss each other... if i'm not wrong, the one in white is Amos and the one in black is Wei Xiong... *ps, i dunno if i get the black one's name correct...* so sorry....

Anyway, it's sad that i din take any pictures of my dearest SMUNCHKINS~ but never mind, we'll see them in school anyway~

NEXT>>>>> Class outing today~~~ (2009)

Thanks to ShuPing, ZhengYi, and Ms Audrey Lai (our PTN). We really had s good time there!! Class outing was never so fun to me. It's a pity that val , ryan and JD couldnt be there...

Though i dun have much picture, (most of the pictures are with ShuPing and Jasmin - if i'm not wrong - so we shall jus wait for them to pass us the photos... =))

Anyway, this is my cliques photo...

well, as you can see the finger above Michelle's head, i had at first assumed that it was either joilette or annie's hand, but to our horror, they really deny it, and you can see that they are not lying!!! with that, Michelle SCREAMED!!! haha~ an it's only after her screams, and we ask around to get to know that that's Debbie's hand.... hahaha~

anyway, despite the fact the val's not there, i thought i should do something like the following....

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Now... i shall try to upload some videos... i shall not say much about it, it's all the forfeit scenes which those have lost the game had to go thru... candice, joilette and michelle are in some of them...

HAHAHA!! yup! if you realise, this means that annie and I are the WINNERS!!! haha~ and if your eyes are sharp enough, you will be able to identify Ms Lai in one of the video...

If you cant, dun be sad, cos it's normal. Ms Lai actually look jus like a student today... *that's my point of view only*

anyway, if you get to see any videos here, den that mean i successfully uploaded, if not, tooooo badddddd~

if i successfully uploaded, please ignore the picture below each videos... i jus couldnt get rid of them... =)

Photos~

2009-05-02T14:59:00.003+08:00

i know it's a little late but jus wanna share some pics with you all.=)

This is where my workplace is...

and this is what we usually do, set up projector, room's seating arrangement, etc etc. anyway~ this pic is taken by k-boy on the faithful day... *sigh*

this is Allson Hotel's reception area. went there for duty so just too a photo of it. a very Hong Kong based hotel.

This is Allson's Sophia room. As BIG as T2264... if you know how big that is...

this is a very nice trainer, Ms Jenny, and this is what it looks like when the class started...

this is Holiday Inn Park View's B1... sorry for the dark picture cos their light that day was spoilt. Anyway, this is the hotel which has so far the best service, and it's high class...

this is what you get in HIPV, you wun see it in the rest of the hotels.

back to Allson again~ this is their victoria room, with our company's trainer, Ms Joan.

one thing good about this company is that they are generous in FOOD. see this? Spencer is enjoying his last lunch with the company with Dawn, so much that they look like a couple.

That's Kalay, Joan and Hui Min. and if i'm not wrong, the "ghostly" figure behind is ny supervisor, Er.

this is the aftermath of the lunch... actually i have some other photo, but it's best that i dun post it, or i may get sued -_-'''

Anyway~ saw this advertisement on one MRT Train. it's jus how you think and what you think about the ad...

"Be Careful Where You Shove This Thing."

"So Thick It Will Tear Something In You."

"Some Like It Long, But Most Like It Thick."

Like i say, dun say me dirty, it's jus how you think about it...

Ps. The Bean Hope That Someone Will "Trust" Her.....

First Day of School

2009-04-20T15:28:00.003+08:00

Boring boring boring...

That's all that i'm gonna describe my first day back in school. As if after ITP den he exist, keep on noticing the stupid idiot S all around me... in foodcourt, in lecture...

Still as irritating as usual. Haiz... shall not talk about it.

I SUPER MISS MY WORKPLACE LAAAAAAAAAA!

it's not that i dun feel happy about talking with my friends in school, but just that, i've got use to my work place and my colleagues. Somehow, i feel the difference between my colleagues and friends, maybe cause we too long never 相处 together liao, so a bit strange. For the time being, i feel that i'm more comfortable with my colleagues.

haizzz. Just saw something that really makes my day bad. Yes, i know. I'm sorry. Nevermind, let's not talk about it.

Anyway, Er jus text me just now, telling me he has sent the info for this sat to me already, den he told Dawn to msg me again, to remind me about sat and some other stuff. haha~ Expected from the Mr. Gan Jeong King...

Koroshite.

Today is the End.

2009-04-18T19:09:00.002+08:00

We've finally come to the end of my ITP period. Lots of things happened, happy, unhappy, fun, and dishearting. i have to say that i really learnt a lot thru this ITP.

I really have to wish S good luck. I wonder what he can work as in the future. Why do i say so? cos when we were discussing about getting scolded by customer, he is the type that will chose to scold back the customer one. -_-

He say he see his dark future if he were to work in an office environment in future. 'cause he say,

"everyday 9 - 5, how to go pat-tor?!!!"

Haizzz. Last but not least, his favourite statement:

"Violence Solve Everything."

( - _ - ''' )

Being careless, being late, and do not even feel a single bit of regret, guilty. What kind of attitude is this? Time and again, people cover up for you, you didn't even feel a little bit of grateful! Time and again, people remind you on IMPORTANT issues, you always say, "OK.. Chill.. Relax.. I do so many time already.."

Come on la! Be More Responsible!!

See la, now what happen?!

Time and again, PEOPLE TAKING OVER YOU DUTY, EARNING THE MONEY THAT YOU SHOULD BE GETTING!

are you a stupid or a fool?!

i guess it's both, which makes you an IDIOT.

I dun care if you see this, i dun care what the others will think after reading it, i have to say the following:

I have always felt very unhappy in getting the same grade as you for the first 5 weeks.
And i was so happy that there was a change in the grading in the last 2 weeks.

Those who read this, i dun care what you think, but that what i truly feel.

hehehe~

2009-04-12T19:29:00.002+08:00

haha~ today when to eat cafe cartel with my bro and mum, *yumyumyum*. Actually i dun have anything to blog today la, but i jus feel like coming to my blog today... (^_^) aishh... shall i delicate this post to one of my collegue?

His name is Khairul, K-boy, he is the administrator of the company that i'm attached to. My first day of work, 2nd March 2009, that's the first day that i met him. S and i are suppose to prepare some certificates to mail out to the participants, K-boy is the one who taught us on what to do. After that, K-boy teach us on how to make phone calls and all that.

On the fouth day of work, 5th March 2009, that's the first day which S and i went for hotel duty. i reach there first, and then K-boy arrive. So he taught me what are the responsibility of us before the seminar or workshop starts.

I look at him, and thought, that he doesn't looks like our company's staff, he looks like a hotel staff. HAHA! And i did tell him that.

Den when the seminar starts, S, me, K-boy, and another part-time staff sumin were sitting outside the seminar room, chatting and joking. It was that time, that i feel closer to my company. That day was S's duty, so i went back to the office with my supervisor and GM. K-boy took his bike back to the office.

When we are back in office, everything jus happen like how it happens everyday. We were called here and there to look at the laptop of my supervisor, given task by all the so and so... Den something happen, our boss had some personal payments need to make, and apparently he has owe the creditor for a long time as the creditor jus demands to receive the check by that day 1 pm. I mean, it's his personal matters, and he's not happy with his creditors, he should settle it himself! Yet he pass all his personal matters to our colleagues!!

In order the meet the demand of HIS creditor, we need to ask for an express courier service. and the courier service that we always find do not wish to attend to us. Since it's so urgent, K-boy decides to look for another courier services on yellowpages.

Finally we found one, and that company agrees to come by at 12:30 to collect the cheque and deliver it by 1pm. At 12:25, the boss came in. "Why is the courier not here yet?" So we told him that they will come by at 12:30 to collect. But he's still not happy, so he ask K-boy to call them and rush them. The courier did not pick up the phone, and my boss was like, "Where did you find the courier service from? Did you jus anyhow engage some untrust-worthy courier service?!"

I was like, F**k you! it's not even 12:30 can! And guess what, not long after, the courier came, and when i look at my computer's clock, it say "12:30". Hey, the courier company is not unreliable can? THEY ARE ON TIME.

Then we have our lunch together. K-boy was sitting beside me during lunch, and he talked alot to me during lunch, probable due to the 'outside-seminar-chat-and-joke-session'. He ask about my family, and my supervisor even joke that he's doing some checks on the new staff of the company. =) that's the first time that i feel close to my company. After lunch, i was told that the boss is going to treat us to a cafe for after-lunch-tea. A few of us told K-boy to go with us, but he said that he has to go to the bank to bank in a cheque for the boss, and he feels that he should go to the bank instead of have tea with us. So we went, and go ahead with tea.

After tea, my supervisor said that he wants to go buy a mouse cos we got not enough mouse in the office. (LOL) so fine, me and my another female collegue went back to the office first. That's when, one of our office like starts to flicker, so we call for service. Den slowly, the rest of the collegues came back.

Here comes the main part. at 3pm plus, the boss came over to our side of the office. "Why is khairul not back yet? can someone call him?"

That's when i started to realise, it's like 2 hours plus since we parted. So my female collegue called his number. That's when we got the news, that he was admitted to SGH A&E, and his condition was critical.

I shall not say more about what happen next, but i have to say, he's getting better, he can recognise us and he is trying the speak already.

What i wanna say, is i have a heartless boss. You know why? cos the first question that he ask after knowing that K-boy has met with an accident was: "Is he on the way back? or is he on the way there?"

And all he is concern with, is the work injury compensation.

And what he is trying to do, is try to prove that he's not at fault! he is trying to prove that the company provide transport claim, but he chose to take his bike.!

You know what's my thinking? It is because of the courier service incident, that K-boy see that he wants everything to be done fast, everything that's concern with money. So, he must be thinking, if i take a cab, 1) i may be stuck in a jam. 2) it cost him money. Might as well i take my bike.

Who knows, that he would have crash into a taxi, and be admitted into A&E...

That's all that i wanna say. For those who do not know where i'm attached to for my ITP, i wouldnt say. or not later i kena sue by my boss wife...

Signed off~

Towards the End...

2009-04-09T19:58:00.002+08:00

Omo omo. it's towards the end of my ITP, though i grumble a lot, (sorry to those whom i grumbled to) but it's kind of sian to think that i'm going back to school. haizzz... dunno why, after the gems thing, i dun feel like going back to school even. dun ask me why, jus dun feel like.

i like my job actually, how should i say, for short term job, it's really ok, but for long term wise... i seriously dun think it's a good choice, too much politics. but when it comes to school, when you think of seeing those people that you dun feel like seeing, it's even more sian. at work, even though they play politics, they play the 'underground' type, you will feel the pressure but not directly.

going to school will mean facing those that you dun wish to face, it's no pressure, but just very very very sian...

sigh... i bought gift for my colleagues, and wrote letter, sigh...

Korose!!!
杀!!!
さつがい!!!

ITP

2009-04-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

If you ask me, what i learnt in my ITP for the past 5-6 weeks, i can only say the following:

if you like to talk, it's fine.
but dun talk too much.

if you talk too much, it's fine.
but dun do wrong things.

if you do wrong things, it's fine.
but dun give attitute.

if you like to talk, and talk a lot, and do wrong thing plus give attitude.

den all i can say is, say byebye to your good life.

i always say, if you receive good treatment, cherish it.
dun wait till you lose it, den regret.

O-sashiburi-desu!!!

2009-02-28T17:10:00.009+08:00

O-sashiburi-desu!!!! haha~ ok~ i know i SUUUUUUUUUUUPER long never blog le... sorry la~

(^^) busy ma... and den also no mood... so much projects going on, as well as a lot of EVIL plans going on... LOLOLOL~

so what should i do for today? hmmm jus a brief summarise of what has happened... and what's going to happen.... =)

FIRST>>> About Christmas.

Receive quite a lot of gift eh... haha~ first of all, my bro and sis went oversea for holiday, and bought me something that i can wear with any t-shirts. i forget what's that called and is lazy to google about it... haha~ so yea~ i gt something i can wear to work*... =)

*will talk about it later. =)

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Next, i dunno if i mention it before, that val, jolly and ngoh hiang bought me TWILIGHT~ haha~ i think i did, but never mind~ shall give them credit once again. haha~

And guess what, went out with Chloe someday during december and convince her to buy twilight as well... (i think i said this before as well, haha) den met up with her another day, to exchange X'mas gifts... HAHAHAHA~ she gave me the movie version of TWILIGHT!!! V(^^)V so therefore, i have my full complete set of the Twilight Saga~ Still havent read Breaking Dawn though... XD

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NEXT>>> About School.

Hmmm... what should i say about school. Busy. Hectic. Stress. Bored. hehheh~ sorry eh, all the words that comes into my mind are such negative words.
Projects after projects, den finally Semestral Examination. Hmmmm. what should i say... tried real hard for FM but i still think i wun do well. but not to the extent of failing i guess...

Second paper was MR. Should i say that it was rather unexpected? Cos the paper is the type that you know what should be written down. But the thing is, you dunno whatever you wrote is what the marker wants. It the kind of papers which you can write a lot but still FAIL. But i dun think will fail la... Hopefully.

Third paper was PMT. hmmm actually i dun quite remember what i felt about the paper. all i remember was, there's only 1 past year paper for me to try out. I'm the type of person who study thru doing papers, other modules all have like 5 to 10 papers. so for PMT i was rather worried... cos i cant really get the things that i studied into my brain. But end up the paper was quite similar to the past year paper, so i was like.... 10% relieve?? haha~

Last paper, jus finish this thursday~ QA. how should i say, i was do-able but tricky. ya... so that's about it eh... (^_^)

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LASTLY>>>Work. (ITP)

yes~ going for ITP on March... which is the day after tomorrow. SAD LA!!! Kena posted to TUAS Lonza Biologics at first. Not that the company is not good. Actually i quite like the company. just that the distance abit...... END UP!!! i think is i grumble about the location to much already, Lonza last minute withdraw from the ITP. O.O

Do you know how it felt, it was so sad and hurting la... T___T first of all, the pay was good. $550 leh.... another reason is, i did a lot of reasearch on this company le... den they withdraw... boo-hoo... T____T

On the same day that i receive the message that i was rejected by Lonza, my SLO told me that there is another job position available, at bugis. BUT, I need to go for interview... (>_<) I DUN WANT INTERVIEW!!! that was what that first comes into my mind... but then when i know that if i dun go bugis, den i'll have to go Aljunied. I rather go for the interview. So i went, and saw my GM, Supervisor, and the company's Training VP. so yeah. now i'm posted to Bugis HRSG for ITP for 7 week... pay is $20/day... haha~ $440 la. What do i need to do there? Basically i need to work at 2 location. 1) the main office. should be doing some google-ing and report... 2) HOTELS!!!! haha~ why hotels eh? cos it's a company that provides training and seminars, which will be held in hotels. so i may go there to help out as well. =) What are the benefits of going there? Can listen to training and seminals for FREE, and take the hotel buffet together with the trainees for free and being paid. haha~ that's what my supervisors keep on emphasizing to my Liaison Officer (LO). But for everything, there should always be somethings that is very... how to say, unwanted? nuisance? disliked? ya~ the only thing that i dun like to work in hotel is that i have to wear very formal. my gosh la!!!! so it's like, spent alot of money on the following lo. For my friends, and bro, shall let you all see first before i even wear them to work~ (^^) 1)

this looks like raincoat to you? haha~ at first when i saw this pic i was like, why does it look so like raincoat in this picture. haha~ ok~ this is what i bought for my very major presentation for.... eh... cant remember what module is it... haha~ ya, my friend would have seen this, but not the following... =)

2)

Havent iron this shirt yet so it does looks crumpled right... haha~ yea, this is what i specially bought for my ITP, originally was buying it for Lonza, but i think HRSG should be also can la hor... BTW, this is not a 2-piece, it's actually sew together. so yea... BLACK... i like... haha~

3)

haha~ does this looks familiar? haha~ no no no, this is not the same as 1). haha~ although both uses almost the same material, both has no buttons but zip (that's why i like), but it's not the say. =) PURPLE! international gay colour. haha~ no la, cos the other one was dirty green, so i dun like. and i think the purple ok la, not too like ma... it's dark colour also eh.... so far this 3 tops i think still not so informal la... but the next one hor.....

4)

Seriously, i dunno how should i say my feeling about this. it's not a 2-piece though. but...it's like sometimes when i see it, "um, can wear to work." but sometime when i see it, "oh my gosh, how to wear this." i was like... i dunno la... rahhhhh~ dunno even if i should wear this to normal office working days.... *SIGHHHH*

LOL! this is the right side of my left shoe, one that i just bought today... quite comfortable, hope it doesn't 'HURT' me again...

LOLOL~ this is the left side of my left shoe...

LOLOLOLOLOLOL~ this is the top view of my left shoe...

And yea~ my shoes~~~ lalala~ hmmm ask me what i like about this shoe... hmmmm, i dun wear and dunno how to wear heels. but this shoe has a certain.... "height" i would say, and it's like but just depending on the heels but flat based. so i like. abother thing is, i like silver. aha~ last but not least, my leg the size very big, den for this, the shoe 'head' there very broad, so i like.

yijou-desu!

byebye~
signing off~

Crunchy..... rolling away~

2009-01-04T14:37:00.002+08:00

yeah~ this post some how has something gotta do with CR. went there after 1 week of abstainace of it, end up all my videos are gone~

RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

angry, think now i only can depend on veoh.

videos in CR are rolling away~~~

coming soon~

2009-01-04T14:32:00.001+08:00

melody composing in progress.

this post is for my bro to see~ ^^

but bro, this is not the song that i mention to you. this song was found in my acer laptop. haha~ completed but no tune. but should be coming soon... =)

应该放弃，或是听天由命。
不论如何，伤害是必然的。

在你需要安慰时还有个我。
我要把你的笑容记在脑海。
用我这一辈子来陪伴着你。
在我仅剩下的生命里，爱你。

禁忌的爱，无需获得认同。
在未来里，我会好好珍惜。
说不出的爱，永远埋在心里。
只希望看你，幸福的活下去。

爱你的心，始终不曾表达。
因为我怕，会因此失去你。
说不出的爱，有时让人懊恼。
敢爱不敢说，我承认我懦弱。

你是唯一，让我心动的人。
也是唯一，让我心痛的人。

在你需要安慰时还有个我。
我要把你的笑容记在脑海。
用我这一辈子来陪伴着你。
在我仅剩下的人生里，爱你。

爱你的心始终坚定。
期盼着那天的来临。
让我终于鼓起勇气，
对你说一句，我爱你。

my first post for 2009...

2009-01-03T18:25:00.007+08:00

haizzz.

now den i write my first post for... TT_TT
29th of December... supposingly should be a happy day, waiting for the end of the year, waiting for countdown, waiting for 2009. end up, countdown have yet to come, gastric flu comes first.
sad la!!!!!!
vomited like 5 to 6 times in total...
wanna know to time? 29's 23:30pm 30's 01:54am, 30's 07:40am 30's 11+am and 30's 3+pm...

said hi! to my gastric juice... twice somemore... -____-'''

anyway, cant take much food, cant take milk products. gt medications to take. tsk.

BAD START FOR 2009! >_<

originally after the above sentence should have a long para, but end up dunno why blogger jus keep on removing that part for me, so be it, next time den post again, it's about my new phone and my new member to my twilight collection. anyway, end here ba.

i'm not a super human. >_< =33

Twilight Twilight!!!

2008-12-20T18:32:00.003+08:00

AHAHAHAH~

i'm so damn happy...

ok la, not say very, but to certain events la...

(^_^)

1st of all~ cant remember what day it was... haha~ sorry for me STM. val me and dou dou went to lot one and met up with JD. our plan was to get him search for a gift for one of my guy friend. so he ask, what type of person that guy is... answers given was: "white, non-sporty, and 'niang'..."

HAHAHA!

but he end up din suggest anything, so we went to eat quick-bite @ lot one's B1. half way thru, went washroom with val, leaving dou dou and JD alone. (^O^)V

after we finish our meal, val and i went out to source for gift for JD again, leaving dou dou and JD there alone again, and ended up in BHG with a converse wallet. bought the black one for him, but val personally likes the white one. HAHA!

den went back to give JD and his face was like... OoO

shall not mention what has happen during the "opening-of-present"... that's between the 4 of us... HAHA!

i thought that should most probably end the day, not knowing something was still waiting for me. the 3 of them suddenly become very suspicious and keep asking me to open my bag.

oh~ now i kinda remember which day it was, it is the day which we went back to sch to take the survey forms and picked up JD's grp's as well. hmmm, a wednesday of i'm not wrong, 10th dec i think.

so i open my bag and i saw a nicely wrapped rectangle present in my bag.. den i know, that while i was away with val to the washroom, the present has been awaiting for my discovery in my bag. HAHAHA!!!

and i kinda guessed what it was~ it was TWILIGHT!!!!

din expect them to buy for me... OMG~

Thanks Dou Dou, Val and JD!!!

Finally! i finally got it!!!

NEXT!

Twilight movie~

Watched it with my class.... ok, maybe shouldnt say CLASS. (though it SHOULD be a CLASS-outing) it feels kinda like my CLIQUE-outing.

Shall not talk much, in short, it will be 1) Messy Planning. 2) Miscommunication. 3) Non-Cooperative. 4) Irresponsible.

Having to watch twilight with the class wasnt my 1st choice. And true enought, not a very happy trip. and inorder to not spoil my mood for Twilight, i WATCHED it AGAIN with chloe today.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

yea~ say me crazy, insane, waste-money, etc. with whatever you like, I DUN CARE. so long as i'm happy.... true enough, it's happier, though we only watch it in lot one, shaw cinema, at least it was a pleasent trip. and wat more, i manage to influence chloe in buying twilight and new moon. HAHAHAHA!!!

all i can say is, today's better....

so now, i have the full set of Twilight Saga, do not intend on lending to anyone, other den my sis-in-law, so JD, if you wanna read, go buy yourself. *bleh~*

now, looking at my book shelf, with the 4 books sitting there nicely, i feel nothing but......

that's all!
ja-ne!

Deeply Deeply Cullenized...

2008-12-05T17:50:00.009+08:00

Ok ok, told joilette previously that i will delegate my first post to someone. But now, i dun feel like doing it, haha~ cos i know i gt more important things to blog about... XD

Now, this week wasnt very good for me... why? because this week, the past 5 days, was my Mid Semestral Test (MST) week!!!!! T__T super super crap la! i dun wanna lie to myself. i wouldnt do well for this MST. 1) Day one, it's full of the theory questions that i hate the most. DIE. 2)Day two, i dun understand that uncle's lecture, lesson, and i din really studied hard for this subject. DIE-TWICE. 3) Day three was what i thought i have most confidence in. but apparently when i walk out of the exam hall, i have even lesser confidence den i have for the past 2 papers. DEAD. 4) Day four, i finally become very serious and memorize a lot of things. but the only thing that i let go and not study, actually came out for the test. DEAD-TWICE. 5) today... haizzz. havent been able to get the information into my head at all, but i know, i at the very least secure 09 marks, out of 50, due to the hint my tutor gave me before the test. REINCARNATION - IN - PROGRESS...

hmmm... shall not talk about the not-so good stuff. next! because next week onwards is holiday, so i scare i may not see some of my friends for christmas (although i know we'll meet for outings and projects), and hence gave them the christmas ~~present~~... ok, i shall not say present, jus a christmas token. cos they are not very presentable though... hah~

and what's the great great news?!

haha~ before the great great news, i must first wish my Dear Sister-in-Law a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! haha! although i know she's already very happy about it cos my bro bought the whle set of Harry Potter for her~~~ hahahaha!!!

(Ps. hope you dun mind i coop your photo from kor's blog cos i think it's cute... hee~)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA SAO!!! =))) alTHouGHt IT's A BiT lATe, BuT mAy ALL YOuR WiSHes ComE TrUe!!!!!!

NEXT! since it's christmas, and i realise i havent been really spending money on myself... (haha~ ok, i know some of you will wanna kill me when i say this...), so i decided to PAMPER myself a bit... jus a bit... teehee~ still remember twilight? i think i have never mentioned here that i borrowed Twilght from dou dou right? nvm, i shall say now. All Thanks To Dou Dou, i'm now deeply deeply Cullenized after i finish Twilght (the book) and cant wait for Twilight (the movie). should be watching with dou dou and val they all, but not sure if it will end up to be a class outing... -__-'''

so what have i pampered myself with??? the answe is as follows......

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That's self-explainatory right? no? No?! NO??!! it's obvious isnt it???!!!

I - B - O - U - G - H - T - T - H - E - M - A - L - L - ! - ! - ! - ! - ! - !

wahahaha~ so now, i'm only short of the first book, which is Twilight, which i not so in the rush in getting it since i've read it. *teeheeteehee*

went Kino with dou dou after today's paper... kya~ but i still dun wanna read it first... not that i dun want, but must do first-thing-first. need to clear my library chinese novels first... i've gt 4, finishing the 2nd one... haha!

you can call me a bookworm now... i'm almost one... and after i finish my library books, i'm gonna wrap my 3 precious books... wrap up the cover to reduce the risk of damages. =)))

haha~ so that's all for today! byebye!!!

*oh ya~ i'm super pissed with me blog song so i remove it. dun understand why each time when my blog is loaded, the song starts from the middle and end 30s later. grrrr...*

ehheheheh~

2008-11-27T14:23:00.002+08:00

lalala~ listening to kk talking about his experience in the hospital now... how cool the nurse/doctor is and all that... blah blah blah...

today is going to be a BIG DAY! BD registration later on @ 5pm. but sadly, my other grp member end lesson too early and i really cant force them to stay la. so most probably, should be staying with dou dou they all later, and chiong like typical kiasu singaporean. HAHAHA!

jus gotten the personal particulars from Esther (DBFBK), MARK (DAC)and Samuel (DBFBK) yesterday. and AS USUAL... kena pair up by val val and dou dou with someone new other than the MR Cat Stealer.

haizzzzzzz

wonder what will it be like later, wonder what will it be like next year. till now, actually val val and i are both still very unsure about the BD grp. dunno if we can work well with the other members, the uncertainty is very huge... sigh...

let's hope for the best so that when it comes out as worse den what we hope, it would still be a good...

ok i know i very lame.

MST is next week~ OMG!
cant take it, no study week. die...

Twilight Twilight!!

2008-11-25T18:23:00.004+08:00

din follow dou dou, boss, nini and tang tang to find KK after sch, so i went to lot one to return books, plus shop shop around for the you-know-what-festive present... briefly scan thru what I'm gonna buy, most probably, and went to a-lot-of-patron bookstore to look at my latest love...

TWILIGHT.

saw 2 version there, one is the normal novel with the apple cover, and the other is a small book, with the movies' Edward and Bella on the cover. decided that I'm gonna collect all 4 books, but den thinking which version should i buy... most probably, the original one, the one with the apple. Lot one only has Twilight and New Moon. Twilight was OK, but the book condition of New Moon was really.............. CMI. so i end up din buy. oh btw, for dou dou's information, New Moon cost $19.17 in the a-lot-pf-patron bookstore.

went home at did a budgeting on my you-know-what-festive present budget. my budget was <=$300. and after some calculations, hmmmm, it came out to be about $260+... hmmmm... there's still left over... good good. of cos, i included the Cullen series (excluding the 1st book Twilight) that I'm buying in the budget. so actually the real cost isn't that high... yep. OK... recently i know I've been acting very strangely. my mood swings a lot recently. i myself know it. but cant control it. I'm sorry to my cliques who have to bear with my unpredictable 'swings'.

gonna apologise to dou dou as well, realise that the report that we handed in last Friday was not just full of mistakes but full of MY mistakes. I'm not unhappy because you talk on the cat stealer.

gonna apologise to forky as well, realise that these few days we like never talk much... and I'm really neither unhappy because you spread the germs of "pekcek" to me, nor because you talk a lot of the cat stealer.

gonna apologise to Chloe as well, cos i know you're waiting for me, and I'm really sorry cos i have projects going on and next week is my exam... on of my most hated things. will contact you to go out after my exams OK.

gonna say sorry to my bro as well, cos he like wanna contact me a lot of times but always fail to do so. all because of my phone, a bit sort-sort liao. sometimes cannot receive calls or smses even if it's on. even if receive liao also can half way shut off for me.

OK, so that's all for today~ btw, this is my now blog skin, featuring Twilight.

Featured:(left to right)

Alice Cullen, Emmett Cullen, Isabella Swan, Edward Cullen, Rosalie Cullen, Jasper Cullen.

Crashed

2008-11-24T21:02:00.002+08:00

Title: Crashed.

Well I was moving at the speed of sound.

Head-spinning, couldn't find my way around,

andDidn't know that I was going down.

Yeah, yeah.

Where I've been, well it's all a blur.

What I was looking for, I'm not sure.

Too late and didn't see it coming.

Yeah, yeah.

And then I crashed into you,

And I went up in flames.

Could've been the death of me,

But then you breathed your breath in me.

And I crashed into you,

Like a runaway train.

You will consume me,

But I can't walk away.

Somehow, I couldn't stop myself.

I just wanted to know how it felt.

Too strong, I couldn't hold on.

Yeah, yeah.

Now I'm just tryin' to make some sense

Out of how and why this happened.

Where we're heading, there's just no knowing.

Yeah, yeah.

And then I crashed into you,

And I went up in flames.

Could've been the death of me,

But then you breathed your breath in me.

And I crashed into you,

Like a runaway train.

You will consume me,

But I can't walk away.

From your face, your eyes

They're burned into me.

You saved me, you gave me

Just what I need.

Oh, just what I need.

And then I crashed into you,

And I went up in flames.

Could've been the death of me,

But then you breathed your breath in me.

And I crashed into you,

Like a runaway train.

You will consume me,

But I can't walk away.

And then I crashed into you,

Then I crashed into you,

Like a runaway train.

You will consume me,

But I can't walk away.

唉。。。

2008-11-17T23:11:00.004+08:00

刚刚到一个朋友的部落格，突然看见她用华文写过的日记，手就突然痒了起来。

我真的累了。

对学校，对人，对事，对课业。我厌了。我烦了。我累了。我倦了。很多人都说，逃避不是解决的方法。我只有一句话想说。

“针，并没有刺到你的肉。所以你不痛。”

不是当事人的你。不懂当事人的痛，的苦。说得容易，轻松，但如果我反过来告诉你，让你不要逃避某些事时，到时候你会不喜欢也是吧。

我不明白我到底在忍让什么。我老实说。我是一个很自私的人。对于我不喜欢的人，事，物。我会想尽办法的铲除。如果是一些铲除不了的东西。我会憎恨。我知道。很一个人，很辛苦，很累。

但是，比起默默的忍让，把委屈往肚里吞，憎恨轻松多了。

总之，我只希望那些第三者，第四者之类的人，赶紧给我闭上你的贱嘴。

Sigh.

2008-11-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

Title: Sigh.

School is making me more and more breathless. dun think i can take it anymore. but what can i do? i still have to end up bear it. that's the unfair part. projects projects projects! other than projects, i still have loads of PROJECTS! my life seems to be revolving around projects and nothing else. the stress level is up to my limit. and i even pon sch for that. end up kena scolded by mama. and i ended up only missing half a day's sch... grrrrr~ nowadays i dun even wanna go sch.

everyday my mind shuts off @ 8 pm sharp. no eariler, no later. after 8 pm, my mind literally cant work. not even with my favourite novels/animes/mangas. nothing works. today's a little exception, that my mind actually cant work (think) @ a time like this. 10:25 pm.

things happening in sch were basically crazy. everything jus dun seem to be "out of our way". why? cos everything seems to be "in our way". nothing's done smoothly. i hated wednesday the most yet i like wednesday the most as well. i hated it because of UCCD tut. and i like it cos of MR tut.

seriously, UCCD is currently my MOST HATED subject throughout my entire poly life. today was UCCD lecture and v, j and i din really care about it. we when to put out bags in the lecture hall, show our face to our classreps and literally went out of the LT for 1 hr. went back at the 2nd hr for MR lec. was sitting outside of LT chit-chating and later move on the the Biz Lib to enjoy the aircon there.

ppl who have read j's blog would have realised that things are really happening "very fequently" recently. which makes me sometimes jus wanna go MIA. and i did, but only lasted for 1 night and half a day. i seriously dun wanna go to sch.

i shall not talk about j's incident. i am seriously not gonna talk about it here, but something else which was quite similar.

i was talking to my "i-thought-we-were-really-good-friend" friend(s) that day, about last yr's stuff and some things which happen recently, the reply that i received somewhat gave me the thought that this(these) person(s) is not with me anymore. i was quite shock la, when i came to realise it, cos i have always thought, that no matter what things i met, i cant still always rely back to this person (them). but it seems to me now that it's impossible.

feel kinda sad when i see how friends change. i'm not saying that i dun change at all. but that's human. unless you experience it, you will not know what kind of feeling it is.

i gotta say something sensitive la, but i dun think many ppl will understand.

the level of stress now, make me sometimes think that XZ is the fortunate one. i'm not saying that i will do what ever that he did. but, it's jus a sudden thought.

those who wants to know about who is XZ and what happen. you can search thru my past entries. if you can find the hint there.

time is running out, and i'm still here blogging. contradicts eh. but i seriously feels that i need a break. a break from everything. blogging itself isnt enough. projects are due soon and exams are in less den a month's time. ok, i should say, less den 12 days? ok, 2 weeks sounds nicer.

argh! and the stupid BD thing, although my grp is finally settled, some how there's still plenty of problems floating around waiting for us to solve them. cant do it. i'm exhasted. if you ask me is it from sch or from life. i'll say both. anyway this 2 are interlinked....

hate mondays: because there's UCCD lect.
like mondays: because there's 2 hr break.

hate tuesdays: because we usually rush UCCD tut today.
like tuesdays: because...... errr, i've never like tuesday.

hate wednesdays: becaused there UCCD tut.
like wednesdays: because there's MR tut.

hate thursdays: because there's TRGD tut.
like thursdays: because it starts lesson @ 10am.

hate fridays: because i have gems.
like fridays: also because i have gems.

today shall sign off as "Damn Sian Day".

BD = Shit!

2008-11-11T19:14:00.004+08:00

Title : BD = Shit!

Yes, bd is really the shitiest subject that i'm gonna get in my whole poly life. Ok, maybe i will find it nice in future, BUT THAT'S THE FUTURE! i'm still pissed off now.

To be frank la, recently i really very very unhappy. 1st thing is the UCCD project. the one that has got to do with religion's stuff one. Me and jolly was like... Thinking of UCCD jus makes us sick.

2nd is the stupid T&D (TRGD... watever you call that). I dun understand a single thing la, come on. And yet the individual project is due on week 7, which is like, 2 week from now. That stupid website. cant find a single thing la.

3rd. i admit that i choose DBA after my 'O' levels was because of the Entreprenuership Concentration. At that time, my mindcept was: go study common module in yr 1, find out wat you like, and choose an option in yr 2. and eventually, choose EC in the 3rd yr, so i can at least know a bit of almost everything about business.

But the thing is, i never know that EC requires interview. Fine. i shall go for the interview den. BUT. going thru interview doesnt mean that we will definitely get thru. and when we dun, we are practically left with 1 week, 7 days, to look for our group members from 3 different course/options and form a group of 5.

it's like TMD lo. i super dun like last min stuff and yet i will have to do it if i'm rejected from EC. it's so damn risky la! what if i din get thru and cant get a grp?! den i'll have to let the sch decide which cats and which dogs i have to do project with FOR THE ENTIRE OF NEXT YEAR LA! and hey, if you're not a local, i think you've really gt to see how everyone is reacting now. KIASU! KIASI! everything also KIA! typical local ppl.

FINE! i choose BD den! and now, it comes the problem of grping. FREEEEEEEEEEEAKING sian la! i mean, come on la!

GET YOUR F**KING ASS OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE AND START MAKING FRIENDS LA!

dun try to rely on ppl whom you know and dun expect ppl to follow you everywhere you go la. if you say that you are stressed-out, den find yourself the effective way to de-stress la! dun anyhow anyhow go stress other ppl la! by stressing other ppl with the 1% of stress dat you let out and set yourself free from it, you are tieing the others with another 1% more of stress la!

if you think that the world is unfair to you, think properly la, are you fair to the others a not. who do you think are you to say "i want that person, you go find other grp." if you want someone to sacrifice for you, did you first sacrifice something for that someone a not?!

dun blame me for being OVER-REALISTIC. but that's how the society is like, that's what the world is like. that's what the society teaches me, that's what the world teaches me, and that's what YOU teached me.

and ppl, if you wanna be KPO, kpo about yourself can le, and stop intefering about other ppl's stuff. if you think i SUX, for you to have this thought, YOU SUX TOO.

why is everyone changing, i dun understand. is it really so hard to stick to oneself and be truthful to told that you have always been?! is it really that difficult?

i've got so much stuff that i wanna talk about la, but nvm, forget it la...

kim jae wook is really pissed off today.

Junjou Baby Love~

2008-11-10T20:20:00.017+08:00

Title: Junjou Baby Love~

as you can see... i changed the picture above again.... HAHAHA! you are now looking @ Nowaki X Hiroki pairing~~~

This is a note of advise: Today's post is strictly for adults... com-on... no age limit. it's for ADULT'S MIND. if you know you have a KID'S mind, dun read kay~ dun pollute your "pure" mind with these GREAT stuff...

OK! FINE! if you want a rating... M18 at least ok!!!

mature... mature... mature...

The following picture is the group pic of the anime/manga, Junjou Romantica.
I'm jus simply LOVE IT!
I'm jus simply ADDICTED TO IT!
I'm jus simply CRAZED ABOUT IT!

Topleft - Nowaki X Hiroki
Bottomleft - Miyagi X Shinobu
Right - Usami X Misaki

A very simple yet complex mind-map...
haha~ there are words which you cant see la... aiya... nvm la...

Chibis of Usami, Misaki, Hiroki, Nowaki...
OK, let's start with the airing now~~~

The Angry Misaki~ *FIERCE*

The Disappointed Misaki~ *SIGH*

The Aggitated Misaki~ *GRRRRRR*

The Sensual Misaki~~ *HOT*

The Seducing Misaki~~ *HOT HOT!*

The Energetic Misaki~ *CUTE*

The Seducive Misaki~~ *FANTASIZED*

The Flaring Misaki~~ *ARGHHHH*

The Sweet Misaki~ *MUACKZ*

The Small Misaki~~~ *KAWAIIII~~~*

The Eruppted Misaki~~ *BOOM~*

The Shocked Misaki~ *o.O*

The Sleepless Usami~ *YAWN*

The Confident Usami~ *HEHHEH*

Usami loves Misaki, But Misaki dun believe him...

You must listem to me....
"Grrrrrr...."

Oooooooooooo~ Kissu~ Kissu~ KISSU~~~

You are mine!

Misaki... Aishiteiru......

"Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...."
Usami first time cooking...
And the EGG goes "crack".....

Usagi-san...(how Misaki calls Usami)
Misaki... Misaki... Misaki...

Sono de Hanasanaide...
その手離さないで...
Don’t let go of this hand...
Usami X Misaki Love~~~

Usami X Misaki Sparkle~

"Hiro-san~"

"eh? For Me? From Hiro-san??!!"

Waiting for Hiro-san's return...

"Hiro-san, tadaima!"

"Why am i sitting here, peeping on Nowaki???"

"Sigh... i should have jus went home..."

While waiting for Nowaki to finish his homework...
*i mention the eyepatch in my previous previous post~*

"Okairi, Nowaki..."

"Hiro-san... Hiro-san... Hiro-san..."
"Only you can call me Hiro-san..."

Their First Meeting...
Nowaki told Hiroki...
"Dont Cry..."

"Hiro-san, please return them to me..."
"NO! they're MY love-letter!"

"Hiro-san..."

"Hiro-san... Aishiteimasu..."

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Ok... say me pervert say me bias... i'm sorry but i dun like to save/keep/have things that i dun like... i dun really like the 3rd pair la... (Miyagi X Shinobu) i'm sorry but i only have this one picture on them... alone...

I admit that i'm a little bias....

Ok... a bit more......

OK OK! I'm Bias! Happy???

Grrrrr... FINE!!! I'm SUPER bias ok!!!!

heh~ 3 more days and my anitque bakery will be open....
Kim Jae Wook...

lalalalalala~

2008-11-03T20:21:00.002+08:00

have the sudden urge to post about Junjou romantica... have the sudden urge to change my blogskin to Junjou romantica's blog skin....

HAHAHAHA!

see how scary/powerful urge can be ?! i went online to search for blogskin, and found one... (i'm using the background and the layout.) but i dun like the picture... so i jus go blur-ly figure out how to change to picture to what i want...

i spent like an hour can... *ok i know i sound stupid*

and yea... finally got it up... the 2 GUYS you see up there is Usami(aka Usagi-san~) and Misaki!! Lovey Lovely Couple~~~ KYA~~~~

now that i know how to change, (i know i sounded noob... ) next time i'll change to the other 2 pairs... haha~

today jus come here to blog this....... =)

ja-ne!

kim jae wook's my new love~
and i'll NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU!
(^_^)

My Wants...

2008-11-02T19:10:00.011+08:00

Ok... first, let me say somethings short... (cos today my post i predict, that it's gonna be long...)

Jolly has been bugging me for something... hha~ ok la, not bugging, but gt repeatedly say " i feel like eating Subway" or something like dat de sentence. den she'll sometimes question me, why lot one dun have...

haha~ How i know sia... but now, there's a good news for her!! Lot One now has subway!!! next time we go eat k! and plus, Lot One now is having a Major Make Over. if you recall what Bugis Junction have in their B1. i can tell you, Lot One is moving towards that direction!

Woohoo! so let's anticipate for the Results!

Ok, For some reasons, the creator has made this blog skin NOT show my blog title, if you realise. So what's my title for this post?

My Wants...

haha~ yes! it's jus That Simple! HAHAHA!

Ok ok~ so what do i want? (dun say i greedy kay...) i was surfing the net for an anime that i've been waiting for, Junjou Romantica Season 2. And it's so happened that i found it's official website, and i realise, that i WANT all of their items!!!!!!

The Number 17th Wanted:
The Mascot Bear & Panda Accessories!
ok la,,, the panda dun look as cute as the 1st season's, but, it's still cute...

The Number 16th Wanted:
The Mascot Bear & Panda Accessories!

The Number 15th Wanted:
The Mascot Bear & Ducky Key!
Ok, maybe jus the head of the key...

The Number 14th Wanted:
Junjou Romantica Letterpad/Envelop!!
See the mascot bear??? kya~~

The Number 13th Wanted:
Junjou Romantica Plastic File!!
awww~ Kawaii Misaki + Usami-san~

The Number 12th Wanted:
Junjou Romantica Notepad!!
All 3 couple~~~ ( = ^ _ ^ = )

The Number 11th Wanted:
Ducky Eye Patch!!!
That's what Kamijou used before~ kya~~

TOP 10th WANTED:
Junjou Romantica Clock!!!
The Main Pair~ Misaki X Usami!!!!!

TOP 9th WANTED:
Usami's Favourite Bear Cushion!!!!!
Also the Mascot Bear~~

TOP 8th WANTED:
The Junjou Romantica Cup!!!!!
It would be better if it's not pink...

TOP 7th WANTED:
Junjou Romantica Shoulder Bag!!!!!
It's also Misaki's School Bag!!!!!

TOP 6th WANTED:
Junjou Romantica Apron!!!!!
It's the one that Misaki always wear!!!!!!!!

THE TOP 5th WANTED:
THE PANDA CUP!!!!!

THE TOP 4th WANTED:
THE DUCKY CUP!!!!!

THE 3rd MOST WANTED:
JUNJOU ROMANTICA'S RICE BOWL SET!!!!!

THE 2nd MOST WANTED:
JUNJOU ROMANTICA'S BENTO BOX!!!!!!

THE MOST WANTED:
MISAKI'S WATCH!!!
although i havent really seen it, cos it's in the season 2, but i thoguht this would be the most useful among the others!!!

Heeeeeee, i know i super duper Thick Skin, i know i super duper Greedy, but... haha~ no choice, who ask junjou to be so damn good, that makes me want everything of theirs...

XDXDXD

YOU:

-Forever outcast our clique, the 6 of us girls, and not tell us anything.

-Under-estimated the ability of ours that can push(pull) you up or pull(push) you down.

-Contradicts in what you are doing now and what you said @ the beginning.

-Know nothing about what you shouldnt be doing and you are continuously doing it.

-Expect people to do work but yourself din do anything at all.

-Repeatedly ignore this group and annoyed all of us.

that's all i wanna say to you. hope you get my hidden message.

Urge.

2008-10-31T20:34:00.002+08:00

Urge is something very undesirable. Do you agree with me? Uh?En....

Urge is something that we cannot control. Am I right? Uh? En....

Urge makes us love something/someone... But it also makes us hate somethings/someone...

Uh? Are you with me? En...

So is Urge good *take a sip of water* or bad? We don't know! Uh? Right? En....

HAHAHAHA!

OK la, enough of the crap. just have the sudden URGE to imitate that UNCLE to say what i wanna say... (^^,)

see what i mean... urge controls us. seriously, we, the HUMANS, should learn how to control our urge... hey hey hey... dun anyhow anyhow think OK. THINK STRAIGHT.

so what are the urge that we have that we shouldn't be having?

a. The Urge To Hurt People.
b. The Urge To Talk Too Much.
c. The Urge To Lie.
d. The Urge To Kill.
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etc etc. want me to list them all? there's just too much. I'll die from it.

den what are the urge that we do not have that we should have?

there's just nothing much i can say other den

The Urge To Love.

OK... i know maybe jolly is now thinking of "how do you expect me to love JD?!"

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

OK OK! i strike off can i strike off can... ~~jolly is now thinking of "how do you expect me to love JD?!"~~

no la... not that type of love la... it's a type of love, which allows you to forgive and forget. and in order to achieve this stage of life, there's only one type of person who can.

GOD.
神。
KAMI-SAMA.

think for ourself. (i included myself in...) do you believe in "Retribution"? i do. and if i say that you'll get retribution someday, do you think i can get away? HAHA! you hope! Because everyone will have retribution eventually! Be it in this current life, after we die, or in the next life. WE ALL HAVE.

so if this is the case, since we cant get away, why not reduce it. try to think broadly... expand your heart... you see... 把心胸敞开一点。

OK... maybe i should use Deathnote as an example.

Kira, or rather Light/Raito-kun, kills and the world treat him as some freaks/criminal and keep wanting to find him out.

But is Kira really wrong? who are the ones whom he kills? Old Grandmothers? Librarians? Kids?
it's CRIMINALS.

OK. so this leads us back to the point. what's the cause here?

is it that Kira wants to kill that's why he kill?

it's because they are criminals who cant be put behind bars by law.
it's because they chose to commit crime, and not be remorseful.
it's because, they chose not to love the ones that they hurt.

since law cant judge them? Kira judge. they, were the ones, who were supposed to have been sentence with Death Sentence.

OK, now I'm not questioning the world's thinking, neither am i criticising the laws. what i meant was, it's those criminals, were to love the world a bit more. if everyone were to do so. to love those around them a little bit more. dun you think that it will be more peaceful?

if there's unhappiness. SPEAK. not quarrel. after you guys read this post, i hope something gets to you guys. To Love. Love To Forgive. Love To Forget. Is it worth sacrificing all you have just because you have a little lesser love? Love is for one to build, not for granted. if you want to be love, you've gotta make yourself worth the love of the others. you have to make yourself, lovable. Dun be like a porcupine. piercing everyone who are getting close to you, piercing anyone who is originally close to you.

Last but not least. i have to emphasize that this post IS NOT DELEGATING TO ANYONE. if you think that I'm shooting you. that's your thinking. I'm not thinking of anyone while writing this post. if you no matter what also wants me to say who am i delegating this post to. Can. I'll tell you. it's for HUMANS.

hmmmm~

2008-10-30T23:14:00.004+08:00

i think i needa go see doctor soon le. recently have been getting relapse more and more often. even like today, during the 2nd break, i'm jus lying on the tabe to get some rest, and my ears and cheeks jus went burning... Must Go See Doctor... Must Go See Doctor...

today~ i have a situation in mind...

The pipe above the place which we put the plates for our food started to turn rusty, and rusty water started to drip on to the plates...

The place where you put the plates cannot be changed. Neither can you remove the pipes.

i've been thinking about this la, and came out with a few results.

1>> wash the plates till they are very very clean. but put it back, and let it get the rusty water again and again.

this method would end up in a WASTE OF EFFORT.

2>> dun care about the plates, jus let it collect the rusty water, and turn rusty eventually.

this method would end up in us losing a plate.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

but what if i change the situation now.

this pipes only drips once a day... ok, maybe twice... and after the second time we clean it. but the very next hour, the plates still has the rusty content. NOTE. the pipe is not dripping now.

so what could have happened?

there's only one possible method and one possible result.

Break the plate.

and realise that the plate turns rust from the INSIDE of it....

that's all that i want to blog today.
if you are feeling confused, nevermind. it's meant to be confusing....

Yokoso!!

2008-10-29T19:27:00.010+08:00

haha~ i know recently my posts are getting a little bit too... emotional... is that a right word? haha~ whatever, just pardon me la... cos recently my feeling is just like roller coaster... up and down and up and down... haha~ now.... it's UP~!!

haha~ why am i so high today??? OK, maybe not today... it started on the later of yesterday...

All because i see this scene....

ooi ooi ooi! dun anyhow anyhow think can... this is not a scandalous issue... listen to me and I'll tell you everything... (^_^)

In this world, there is the existence of this comic/manga, called "Antique Bakery". you will see 3 of the main character in the following picture. they are Yusuke Ono (left), Eiji Kanda (middle), Keisuke (or Keiichirō) Tachibana (right). this comic/manga is basically depicting the lives of four men who work in a small bakery.

And after the comic/manga, here comes the anime~

and in the following picture, you'll see one more character (considered as the main character), Chikage Kobayakawa (extreme right).this anime is said to be slight yaoi (that's why i watch it... XD).

Definition: Yaoi is a popular term for fictional media that focuses on homosexual male relationships, yet is generally created by and for females.

haha~ but to me, it's just very very minor yaoi... only Ono is gay...

And ever since i watch it, i've been waiting for it to complete and finally! it's done!!! =) you can watch it on Crunchyroll now. and as Antique Bakery comes to an end, i found another show by the name of "Antique Cake Shop" in Crunchyroll. was curious so i went to read the synopsis... OMG~ it's actually the live version of the anime and manga la! haha~ but the quality wasnt very good, plus i think i was shoot in like... years ago... quite old, so i cant really get myself excited over it. Conclusion: i din watch... HAHA!

i was told... (by wiki) that in this series, ono, the 2nd last guy in the following picture, wasnt really a gay, he's just having difficulty facing women. *sigh* even more makes me not excited.

Wahaha~ ok ok! now it comes to the part which gets me really high!!! *excited excited*

Korea is coming out with a movie for "Antique Bakery" as well!!!!!

OMGOMGOMG!!! and the best thing is... there's 2 cast that i like la!!!!!

first is the Joo Ji Hoon from "Goong/Princess Hours and The Devil". He will be acting as Tachibana (in anime)/Jin Hyuk (in this movie), the owner of the shop.

and the 2nd is this guy. (this is not the picture frm the movie. this is from "Coffee Prince") Kim Jae Wok. yes, that's his name. i tell you, he's GORGEOUS (to me la) in the movie!!! He will be acting as Ono (in anime)/ Son Woo (in this movie), the genius patissier.

The 2nd best thing is that, i realise that Innoform Media (Singapore) has already bought the screening rights way back in May!!! (OMG la, i find myself so outdated~)

*Kya(s)~~~*

oh ya~ remember i say that in the jap version of the live action , the Ono is not real gay?? i think in this movie, Ono is a really gay... haha~ i'll prove my words later... =)

OK! next i shall show you the trailer for this movie.
NOTE!!
I do not own this video, i got this video from "Antique Bakery" the Movie's official website

(will credit it below the video)

No sub, everything is in korean, jus watch this and like it...
(ok, maybe most of you will not)

but jus watch it... dun watch the guys, at least watch the cakes....

(^_^)
enjoy! (i know at least val and me will enjoy this...)

Antique Bakery K-Movie Trailer

ok, jus realise that there is a major lag in this video...

as in the video is showed first before the sound comes out...

oops~

Antique Bakery K-Movie Official Website/

i dunno how come there another picture below the video... sorry~ cant remove it either.
ended here.
Ja-ne!
byebye~

GRRRR

2008-10-28T20:40:00.001+08:00

YOU ARE GETTING ON MY NERVES!!!

PISSED OFF!

DAMN YOU!

SHIT YOU!

FUCK!

Self Reflection...

2008-10-27T20:19:00.002+08:00

Realise that i haven't been blogging for super long...? Or maybe you dun, anyway, actually I've been feeling quite down since the holidays, including the F1 period. I've been feeling down when ever I'm in that place... be it the 4 letter and/or the 6 letter word. Although there's F1 to cheer me up... Er... to be more quantitative, i should say, it only cheers me up for like... 1 1/2 day...? i know i know i know... i know people who are reading my blog will start thinking if it's you who make me feel down... hmmmm, OK, maybe you wun, i think too highly of myself...

Sometimes, i really wonder if i really know them (you)... Similarly, i really wonder if they (you) understand me... No one seem to realise that I'm a human i guess... That I'll feel left out too... Now that I'm used to the left out-ness, i think i may be back to my old self. The me that likes to be alone. I may stop answering calls and replying sms, i may, i really may.

OK. now i think this should be the time when we (yes~ it include you) should do some self reflection. So will i. Ask yourself a few questions:

How have you treated your friends around you? Good? Bad?
How have your friends around you treated you? Good? Bad?
Do your friend really understand you? In what way do they? In what way do they not?
Do you really understand your friend? In what way do you? In what way do you not?
Are you sure that you know them of who you claim them to be? How sure are you?

The main question is: Are you sure.

You may think that you do. You can analyse everything logically. No one can say that your analysis is not reasonable. BUT. The main thing is, we tend to overlook some parts of our friends. Be it the personality. Be it the attitude, the likes, or even the dislikes. Things may not always be logic. Things may not always goes logically. Sometimes, we just tend to assume too much, that we overlook some parts, which may be, or are the crucial part.

i know, I've talk to quite a few of you about whether you understand your friends a not. i hope no one is assuming that I'm referring to anyone of you. if you are, den i guess you are under the category of those, that have purposely/unintentionally overlook some parts of your friend. you may not like it, but I'll still say, that you ARE one.

All of you have ways to argue that you know you friend, and that's why you befriend with them. But let me tell you, Human Always Believe What They Want To Believe.

Don't jump to the assumption of "He/She will definitely do this...", "He/She will definitely not do that...". If you never see him/her doing/saying it, don't assume. Reflect now, do you ever have this thought?

If you have, you are under the category as well. I admit. i have. i assume. and that's why, i know i don't understand my friends. No matter how long you are with your friends, a month, 1 yr, 2 yrs, or even10 yrs, you can never fully understand your friend. And this is the case, where there are things that your friend cant tell.

Sometimes, when we dun tell things, it's not like we dun care, or we dun treat you as friends. Ironically, it's because we care too much.

If you read till this point of my post. Thinking that I'm referring to you. You Don't Know Me. I'm not referring to anyone. I'm referring to the whole Mankind.

If you think that I'm a person who say/make overboard jokes. You Don't Know Me. there's are people whom i joke and not joke with. there's a difference between this 2 groups.

If you think that I'm the type, who will work hard. You Don't Know Me. i dun study, and i dun like to study. I'm studying for the sake of studying.

If you think that I'll help you all the time. You Definitely Don't Know Me. I'll help you. but if you get onto my nerves, i do things that you cant even imagine me doing.

If you think that because we are friends, I'll... don't bother to think what's after "I'll...". i don't do things for people because you are my friend, and i don't NOT do things because you are not my friend.

If you did not see me doing/saying/expressing anything and you assume that i will. You Absolutely Don't Know Me. don't try to assume that I'll will do/say/act/agree/abide/accept/forgive anything.

I AM NOT AS KIND AS YOU THINK.

i too, have a dark side that i have yet to show anyone yet. If you think that you see my dark side before, I'm sorry, but you think too highly of yourself.

Don't Assume. The keyword is "DON'T".

F - 1 - U - P - D - A - T - E - ! - !

2008-10-08T21:42:00.010+08:00

HAHA! time for the F1 updates! ok! No More Dilly-Dally~ Here it is...

after traning, gotten my uniform, cap, as well as survivor kit...

den the next day i authorised val to collect my circuit pass and she will pass it to jolly and jolly will pass it to me... but apparently, they din give me a land yard, so the landyard that you see later will be black, which is a normal landyard. the original one would be the green one, with the words "Singapore Grand Prix" on it... The best thing is. My name, was spelled as AUG YI TING instead of ANG YI TING (i am f-ing irritated when they din give me the landyard + my name thingy.)

this is when we wear the uniform with the circuit pass...

frontview...

backview...

survivor kit!!! actually is jus poncho and earplus... and this 2 are the only things that we get to keep... grrrrr!!

RFID card, the card in which we will tap in and out before and after work for "attendance taking"...

day 1 (26/09/2008)'s lunch~

day 2 (27/09/2008)'s lunch~
the black black thing is brownie la...

and unfortunately... neither did my Dear Miss Cynthia post nor sent me the day 3 (28/09/2008)'s lunch... therefore.. no preview...

Followings are the pictures that we took during the last day of ushering, before our duty starts, which is before the patrons come in @ 1pm.

Featured Area:

Pitstop
PitGrandstand
Turn 1
Turn 2
Turn 23
Coporate Suites
Singapore Flyers

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Overview of the PitStop (not all though)

PitStop for McLaren & RedBull~

PitStop for Williams Toyota & McLaren (3rd placing: Lewis Hamilton)

PitStop for BMW, Renault (1st placing: Fernando Alonso)
&
Ferrari (Felipe Massa and Kimi Raikkonen)

PitStop for Ferrari (Felipe Massa & Kimi Raikkonen)Starting Line (the singtel banner)

gosh, i forget what it's called, but it's the place where racer gets their trophy.

the singtel banner here is NOT the starting point.

Turn 23
Racer will come to here from esplanade ->marina -> den to the starting point again.

PitStop for Toro Rosso, Honda & Force India.

View of PitGranstand. Coporate Suites are the rooms on top of the open Grandstand.

and these are my fellow collegues. only manage go grab this few to take a picture...
i hate to mention it, that the picture is in decreasing height.... =.=

i'm quite lazy to go coop cynthia's picture and post here again, so those who want to see more... please go to my LinksList and click on Cynthia.

On the whole everything was fine other den we feel that it's quite disorganise. Please note, i have no means of defaming anyone mention (or not mentioned) in this post. I am merely giving a comment after i have been through the process. these are merely opinions and i am not motivated by malice.

1st day. we were told that we will be given shuttle service to out respective reporting gate. and the fact is, i dun think there is any. we have to report @ 9, and apparently the shuttle starts only @ 11:30. we were told to report @ 9, 1 reach there @ ard 9:15 as it was pouring super heavily... (p.s. wanting i have a good news for you. do not fear of my nike shoe anymore. as it was gone after i work for the 1st day. XD) me cynthia and baron was all drenched. and we realised, that the K.S people have not even set up their office. @ ard 9:30, they finally found their office, and lead us to the staff canteen (jus beside the office) and told us to wait there.

it is only @ 10+ that we get to tap in using our RFID card. so we waited.

wait, waiting, waited. finally, the SGP officers, who are the area supervisors and usher supervisors, arrived. and den guess what. we were told that we will be given a small black sling bag, with excess map, energy bars and laminated race schedule cards, and lunch coupon. The following is what we heard.

"I understand that you were told that you will be given lunch coupons. But, we dun have it now. It's On The Way... so you will have your lunch now... (11:40am)

I understand that you were told that you will be given a small sling bag, It's On The Way...

I also know that you are suppose to get you excess map, energy bar, and schedule cards, It's Also On The Way.... " ....

Everything is just "On The Way..." maybe i shall write a song by the name of "On The Way..." ... and till the last day, i did not get any schedule cards but excess map yes... as for energy bar... have to thanks the night shift ppl for taking the energy bar, putting it inside the sling bag, at the end of the day, return the bag Together With The Energy Bar. And so i was very LUCKY to get the bag...

Ok, to be fair, it's the first time Singapore is holding a F1 night race, they are unprepared, that's fine. but for the 2nd day. guess what. i reached @ 8:45am. (dammit!!) and you know what time did we get to tap in? 10:15am... +_+ reason being, The Tapping Machine SPOILED. +_+

suddenly came to write this blog. and to be frank, my mind is currently blank and i still thinking of what can i write.

OH YAYAYA! i saw 邱泽！(Qiu Ze, Roy Chiu)

Kya~~~ i knew he was a F1 fan, but i never expect that i will see him in my duty area and even say my working lines (Hi, Welcome To The Singapore Grand Prix!) to him!!! kyakyakya~~~ he smile @ me la...

XDDD

okok~ i think i better end here... if not later i think of more den i complain more later kena sue by K.S or SGP den die. all in all! it's really a very very memorable experience!!! XD too bad we have to return the shirt, cap, and circuit pass...

sigh...

Ja-ne!

My Long Awaited Post!

2008-09-20T19:18:00.017+08:00

sorry everyone, wasnt having the mood to blog hence i din blog for like...... half a month??? haha~ i alter this post's date a little so i can make sure that it goes in the sequence that i want.

okok, let's get going!!! today's gonna be a long post again!

05/09/2008, Friday

went to kelly services to sign contract for the F1 Usher Parttime with Val and Jolly!

All thanks to JD for getting us in! will tell you in my next post about the job!

went there, super LOADS of ppl, den go take the stupid 'obituary' photo @ the downstairs there... S**t! When i see the pic i was like, 'i'm either a crimnal or a decease in the newpaper with this picture."

Somewhere during the 2nd week of September...

Pardon me for not remembering, Wanting pass me her STM... sigh...

PLAN to go sing K with Gwen, Valerie and WANTING. And if you are a active reader, you would have read WT's blog that says SHE's SICK! uh-oh~ so in the end, went K with Val and Gwen only... haha~ but i was quite fun! cos i found my companion! GWEN! we can sing together SUPER harmoniously la! Should go form a band... here's the pictures...

gwen and val

val and me

gwen and me

HAHAHA! and i spot a sleepy head!

VALERIE! SLEEPING AS WE SING!!!

HUMPH!

after that val went off @ around 3+, den gwen and me continue sing till 6, den we go bugis street walk walk a bought a pair of 'formal' shoe each @ $10.

15/09/2008

Rachel told me to go out with her to shop for her christmas present... And obviously, i'll say YES... (see i so nice...) den apparently when we went suntec @ around 2+, her frend call her and ask her to go to the Suntec's K-box to find HIM to get back the $50 that HE owe her for very long... Rachel ask if i'm fine with jus going there to get the money... Of Cos I Said OK!

When we reach there and rachel opens the door, i was wondering, how come ppl go K so quiet one... cos inside totally no song playing... DEN DEN DEN!!!! i saw LEOW WANTING and NURSAHIDAH!

ahhhhh! SURPRISE!!!!

haha~ last year they have been complaining about the fail in my b'day surprise @ VivoCity. haha! OF COURSE! WHO AM I! HAHA!

But seriously la, i must really admit that i lost to them this time, I WAS REALLY SHOCK! (happy?) haha~ yea! haha~ den they gt some pakage and this is what we get!!!

FOOD!!!DAH DAH singing~

Rachel MUNCHING~

WANTING and me picture-ing~

Rachel continue MUNCHING while Wanting sings

DAH DAH singing while Rachel IS STILL MUNCHING~

haha! see who's the "Munchy-Mouse" now?

Oh and this is what Rachel gave me! and i got a love letter from Wanting~ *wooo*

As if i will show you....

But Memories were brought back, this is the 2nd b'day with them, and i really hope that there will be the 3rd... 4th... 5th... and so on...

17/09/2008

Was out with val to watch Hana Yori Dango Movie! Kya~ And i have also gotten presents from Valerie and Candice!!!

THUMBDRIVE!!!!

OMG! 4GB leh!!!

It's in my WishList~~~

And a Baby Milo's Cap!!!

and i have gotten a love letter from val val too~ ^^

BLEH~ dun show you.

18/09/2008

I had my celebrations @ home with DURIAN Cake!

HAHA~ i know it doesnt look like a durian cake but it is...

With Candles~

HAHA~ my share~ damn big...

OHHO~ and i got a new wallet from my dad!!!

I had my SMART duty today~ i was posted to Jurong Secondary School, HAHA quite a fun time promoting existing and new courses... and i saw a SPian there who is representing Informatics... haha~ that not important... The other CLS helpers was like, getting all the enquires the students have, other den towards the CLS courses, TO ME. =.=

Although i have been thru the SMART training, it's not like i know EVERYTHING right.... -_-

19/09/2008

It's My Birthday!!!!

Remember Gwen and me bought shoes together? Our shoes gt mixed up, so we have to meet up to exchange shoes... HAHA! went CWP, and have Pizza Hut together!!! haha~ this is what we get that day!!!

Asking who is the photographer that took these pictures that makes the food look DAMN DAMN DAMN nice??? IT's.......

GWEN-sama!

20/09/2008

Had my F1 Usher Training today! and thanks to JD, i met a new friend/new colleague!!!
Cynthia-san!
will show you her pics on my next post which is delegated entirely to F1...
hee... the training was actually....

CRAP.

Frankly speaking, other den getting to know what are the different tags, and the sitting arrangement and all that, i din get a single thing else inside.

At least not until the site recce that we have gotten to see the not-so-real-thing. as it is still under construction, it is really a sight that i wish no tourist will see...

21/09/2008
when to find JowL and she ask me to do this thing for her...

and on the 24/09/2008, i gave the DONE product to her.

Ok ok, i know it looks disgusting, but's it's my first time KAY!!!!

Still say disgusting~ humph! dun friend you liao!

Ohhohoho~ at the same time that i give her the Kuma-chan, JowL gave my a BIG box! so cute the bear bear~ and she even bother to tie the ribbon la! that is a hand-made ribbon o!!!

inside the box there is actually this sticker that she wanted to stick onto the frame below, but due to the space constraint of the box she ask me stick myself... haha~

LOOK AT THE FRAME! IT A CLASS PHOTO!!!

hah~ that's a secret between my and JowL, this "students" are all the babies of the 2 of us, they, are the characters of our previous novel~~~ kya~

and there's also a friendship card that says :"Forever Friends"

a plastic folder of forever friends~

a Storage box of Forever Friends!!!!

haha~ now box the boxes are currently @ use in my room... =)))))

HAHA! ONCE AGAIN! THANKS ALL!

NEXT UP! PLEASE WAIT FOR MY NEXT POST

FORMULA ONE!!!

p.s PLS IGNORE THE DATE BELOW... IT'S FAKE... I CANNOT PREDICT THE FUTRE...

I'm in school now~ DAMN

2008-09-18T11:17:00.005+08:00

haizzz. yeah, as you can see from my title, i'm in school now...

tsktsk... why why? cos of SMART duty lo... My partner lecturer told me that i should meet her @ 10:30 today. BUT BUT BUT! she called me @ 10:10, asking me if i'm in sch already, cos she just realise that her (as well as mine) duty is actually @ 2:30...

Oh My~

but it's ok la, she's quite nice to me, XD. and all thankz to the change of duty time, i get to come to Biz Lib to blog, haha~ so still not so bad la hor... haha~ XDDD

havent been blogging recently, all because of the pictures.. tsktsk... *that's because i'm garfield can, see the blog title??

THE FAT AND LAZY CAT!!!

haha~ yea~ changed my blogskin again, was thinking of changing it to a garfield skin for very long le, but previously something's wrong with the template, so i couldnt change, until that very day, which i sat down in front of my lappie and edited the code using MS Frontpage. haha~

and finally... IT'S UP!!!

haha~ must listen to the garfield song ok! cos i wanted to find garfield song. but imeem dun have. so i have to spent the time and effort to go find in sogou, den upload it to imeem, den find the code and post it here... so must appreciate my effort for making this blog feel more garfield-ish...

XDDD

haha~ shall end off here, will blog on all the things i receive from all my darlings who celebrated for the birth of garfield recently~

i WILL, definitely, delegate a post for all my darlings for all they've done~~~

A ZILLION (still not enough) THANKZ TO ALL THE DARLINGS~

haha~ shall end off here... i'll go surf the net for a while, meeting my lecturer @ 12:45... i've gt 1h and 15mins more~

minna-san~
honto ni arigatou-gozaimasu!!!
ja-ne!

Omy~

2008-09-11T17:03:00.002+08:00

oh man~ i haven damn loads of pictures but i dun feel like posting eh... how how?

haha` it's ok la. i'll wait for my mood to come back... like bro like dat... haha~ but my mouse wun spoil la of cos... HAHAHA! cos i jus gt a new one.

ok! ok! 1st thing, must advertise first, very important.
haha~

me, val, and jolly gt a blogshop! DO VISIT!

www.shopping-sensibility.blogspot.com

NEXT!

the reveal of the 2 black black thing...
tsktsk. you all hor. not cooperative enough de leh...
ask you all guess never guess...
only rachel and my da sao (sis-in-law) guess...
HUMPH!

ok la ok la.
actually hor,,,, haha~ it's not century egg wor~

it's grapes.

HAHAHAHA! i know very lame la. but the grapes are NOT mouldy~

haha~ those are ice.

XDDDD

you can try it too! put some grapes into the freezer of your fridge for a day, den the next day you take out, put on the table, the ice will appear. HAHAHA!

i know lame la, but you go try la, very nice to eat wor~

especially if it's a damn hot day.

super cooling~

haha~
go try huh!
go!
go go!
go go go!

XDDDD

ja-ne~ really dun feel like blogging sia~ will blog when i gt mood. =)
byebye

Selling clothes @ CHEAP CHEAP PRICE~

2008-09-05T20:26:00.004+08:00

heh~ if you come to my blog and keep seeing this blog... dun think that i never blog wor~ this is because i'm selling stuff for my friend~ so i'll wanna keep this post high up in the first one... until i'm requested to remove it. =)

ok! what am i selling here~

Turquoise Blue Kimono-like Blouse (front view)

>>> Free-Size

>>> 1 Piece

>>> Brand New

>>> Good Condition

>>> Selling @ $12/-

(back view)

Stylist (cotton) Top

>>> Free-Size
>>> 1 Piece
>>> Brand New
>>> Good Condition
>>> Selling @ $12/-

(clearer view of design)

Interested parties and tag on the tagboard or e-mail to polaris-date@hotmail.com your contact details. This is on a first come first serve basis and the T&C applies

Payments should be made in cash during the meet up sessions

THANK YOU!!!

Food Fair Review!

2008-09-05T19:27:00.007+08:00

Heh~ hi everyone! did i mentioned that i went to food fair with my mum??? i think no right, haizzz, i recently short term memory also la... tsk tsk. old liao... oh ya~ actually, 31/08/2008 is my chinese birthday wor~ haha~ so i get to eat the mian xian and the "red-eggs"... XDDD

ok ok~ i know it may not look appetizing to you... but... haha~ i still like the EGGs!!!

Next Next! FOODFAIR!!!

sugarcane drink, XO prawn vermicelli, popiah~

this is the so-called "lobster porridge" bought from "Huang Jin Seafood Station"...
=.= the porridge, is those plain porridge that every one also can cook. the lobster... haizzz... dun wanna talk about it...

can eat rate: O...O

Whereas, the XO prawn vermicelli, although it cost $6/- per box, it's rather worth la... cos it's really not bad. i like the vermicelli the most!!! it's by "Famous Crab King Seafood Restaurant".

can eat rate: @@@@

"Ann Chin" popiah, the one that we bought, it's quite nice actually too... so i really do recommend those who are going to try this out.

can eat rate: @@@ 1/2

HAHA! next is this "Yummi House"! Jus walk around this booth and you'll get to eat and drink honey~ you still remember the malt candy that we used to eat with chopstick??? the honey there are something like dat one... DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE!

i really like, but too bad, too ex le la... haiz... so we end up din but anything.

can eat rate: @@@@@!!!

this is what you'll get to taste~ XDDDD~

oh oh oh~ see this donut? and can you see the guy behind the donut??? i think his head can fit into the hole in the center of the donut. XDDD

i din try this, so i cant give much comment!

oh oh oh~ this is the korean stall! man! you've gotta try their seafood pancake. It's nice la... but they have this sweet food, i forget what it's called, but is have pumpkin paste or something like dat de, den got red bean paste with their traditional rice cake... that one, my mum bought, but both of us dun really dare to eat...

haha~ so on average~

can eat rate: @@@

this is the booth which we buy the springroll with mango and prawn... i think it's ok la, not bad, but my mum say's that it's nice....

so the can eat rate: @@@

Last but not least, the "Lim Kee" bao. i ate their salted "dou sha" paste and coffee paste, i like the coffe one... haha~ plus i like salted things.

can eat rate: @@@@1/2

ok la. actually i got a lot more things to write, but i jus can do it now, so i'll go off l0! byebye!!!

HAHA~ before i go off~ i have something for you guys to do!!! GUESS WHAT IS THIS!!!

since bro has the "What is Sunday Game", i shall have "Guess The Picture Game"!

HAHAH! XDDD what is this what is this??? guess guess guess~

deadline is 9/9/2008; 09:09 PM!

JIAYOU!

ohya~ val you're not allow to take part wor~

cos i think you know the answer...

XDDDD

ja-ne!

CREDIT CREDIT!

2008-09-03T17:16:00.005+08:00

NO NO~

actually the party world is my bro and my sis-in-law treat de... heh~ must credit also wor~

but =( she gt work so cannot come... so no picture... but nevermind~ ii gt her pics here~ haha~

ahahahaha~ paiseh la... cos never do slides for bro, so never "coop" his picture, so no recent photo... haha~ but they always say ma... the bride is the prettiest... haha~ of cos must put the prettiest photo la... XDDD

大嫂! THANK YOU VERY MUCH TOO!!!
XDDDDDD

-.-.-.-

2008-09-03T02:51:00.008+08:00

ok, i think i a bit siao liao.

cos i've already blogged the JROCK Matsuri in the previous previous previous post~

-.- i should be posting jus now de Party World-ing with my bro...

02/09/2008 - Woodland Civic Center - Party World - Bro

Bro says~ GOOD~

Me says ~ Yeah~ (omg! unglam unglam unglam!)

haha~ this is what we originally got:

1 plate of fruits

1 drink each

2 snacks

By the way~ this session is bro treat me for my b'day de...

(haha~ ya la~ a bit early la...... a bit nia~)

THANKS BRO!

Must give credit... took more picture of him..

We sang for 4 hrs, 4pm - 8pm, and we ended up with this....

haha~ i cleared the 2 snacks...

XDDD

aiya~ cos doesnt taste too bad la...

XDDD

Kk! that's for today!

ja-ne!

Peektures!!!

2008-09-02T22:15:00.017+08:00

.... i realise i dun have pics in Matsuri; JRock... =.= maybe i have, but lost it... tsk... will try to find it... anyway, this is Matsuri; Cosplay...

31/08/2008 - Vivo City - Val - Matsuri Cosplay

Who is This???

KNOW WHO THIS IS NOW?

HAHAHAHA~

01/09/2008 - SPGG - michelle, joilette, val - bowling, pool

omg... the results is so damn unglam la...... =(((

Omo~

2008-09-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

oh my god~

why am i saying oh my god now???

remember i say i'll be posting the cosplay pics??? i realise... to blog, including the outing that we have today~ i have a total of 68 pictures to blog... dah dah~ we almost the same sia~

=.=

i think havent blog finish i will faint liao.

any way... did i mention outing?

yea!!!! what did we have today?

outing...

Outing.

OUTING!!!!!!!!!

haha~ yea~ jolly, michy, vally and me, we went to SPGG today and played 2 rounds of bowling, and pool-ed for 2 hours!!!

pardon me, but i have to say DAMN SHIOK man!

after that we went JEC to have our same old lunch @ KOBAYASHI!!! omelette. Omelette... OMELETTE!!!

den went jurong regional library to borrow books cos jolly want to borrow her ENGLISH ROMANCE... haha~ she borrowed 2... and i ended up borrowing 6 chinese novel. haha~

ok la... today damn sian... dun wanna blog liao, when i gt mood den i post the pictures ba!

hee~

ja-ne!
byebye.

something is wrong with my blog skin, changing it soon again.

Vivo-ing [part 2]

2008-08-31T21:26:00.004+08:00

actually i din explain why i use Gazette's blogskin right... it's because of yesterday's Matsuri; JRock. cos gt one band, they gt sing a few Gazette song... they sing Gazette song till very ~~lousy~~.... i mean, very nice. ya. haha~

and yeah~ went vivo again today!!!! haha~ today is Matsuri; Cosplay! therefore~ i see so many many many many anime and manga character leh!!!

gt bleach, D-Grayman, Vampire Knight, Naruto.... etc etc etc... but this 4 is the main lo... gt alot is the "Chap-Pa-Lang" anime la... and shoujo anime... so i dun really care.

den den, of cos we took quite a bit of photo la... haha~ but i wun post it in this post, cos quite a lot. plus some is with val val, ^^, when i get the picts from her le den i post it in the next post, all photos, no words...

everytime in sch, i have been trying to take hiro-chan or jap jap's photo... but today!!!!! guess what!!! haha! XDDD

remember ystd i saw a jap jap very lookalike??? haha~ and today...

I SAW JAP JAP!!!!!! but with his galfriend.... haizzz...

hahahah! and i took a very very close view of his picture!!! *satisfied!!!*

so the performance starts and para para dance was the first item... first item is ok-ok only la... but hor... later in the event they gt perform again, and that one was really.... PERFECT!!! damn nice lo, the way the synchronise their dance... they remix-ed a lot of songs together and combine their dance... and haha~ val is mesmerised by them... haha~ she say she feel like dancing... XDDDDDD

hmmmm... i wonder what did i miss out here... i think like still have leh..... but nevermind la, when i see the picture den i recall more lo...

haha! ok la.... i think i go off now le...

ja-ne! wait for my post kay!
XD

the journey of L-A-M-E [part one]

2008-08-30T22:43:00.001+08:00

this post is supposed to be posted on 16/08/2008...
but apparently, i lost this post, so i din post it. haha~

and now... i found it! yeah! so now, i'm gonna post in is a few post, because, it's damn long....

[here it goes...]

thrusday night, din wanna slp so online for whole night with val and bowl bowl. den realise, we got damn loads of crap to talk about. timing : 3:19 am - 5 am.

readers BEWARE! if you have not taken you breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper, or you have jus taken them... you may wanna bring a bin to standby for vomit or jus "X" of this window. PLUS! this should be a super long post! really really very very long...

here comes the lame journey...

me, val, bowl

(3:20 AM) 5 more days!!!:hahahaha
(3:20 AM) valerie.:yea wonting e world tsk tsk
(3:21 AM) moofia:e world horr
(3:21 AM) moofia:tsktsk
(3:21 AM) 5 more days!!!:wonting.
(3:21 AM) 5 more days!!!: haha
(3:21 AM) valerie.:ya lorrrr
(3:21 AM) moofia:we all dont sleep lar, see the sun rise frm where
(3:21 AM) moofia:hahaha
(3:21 AM) valerie.:hahhahaaa!
(3:21 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:21 AM) 5 more days!!!:i can wor!
(3:21 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:21 AM) valerie.:see the moon nw isit blue lol!
(3:21 AM) moofia:this really cheer me up, more than you ask me go see the song
(3:21 AM) moofia:wahlau ehh
(3:21 AM) valerie.:u sure can see the sun frm whr anot
(3:21 AM) moofia:totally rofl
(3:21 AM) valerie.:hahahahaha
(3:21 AM) 5 more days!!!:i cant see moon from my room sia...
(3:21 AM) valerie.:but can believe anot ahhhh
(3:21 AM) moofia:me also lor
(3:21 AM) valerie.:i scrd i dumb dumb go believe

after some other random talk on emoticons....

(3:24 AM) 5 more days!!!:ya lo.
(3:24 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha`
(3:24 AM) valerie.:wonting nt sleeepin also? lolol
(3:25 AM) moofia:i thinking of seeing the sun
(3:25 AM) moofia:HAHAHH
(3:25 AM) 5 more days!!!:i see you call her wonting hor, i feel like calling her wanton.
(3:25 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:25 AM) moofia:same
(3:25 AM) moofia:lol
(3:25 AM) valerie.:hahahaaa'
(3:25 AM) 5 more days!!!:wanton bowl!
(3:25 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:25 AM) moofia:i feel like im a wanton
(3:25 AM) valerie.:hahaa
(3:25 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:25 AM) valerie.:good wad wanton
(3:25 AM) moofia:eh hello?!?!?! hahaha
(3:25 AM) valerie.:LOOOL
(3:25 AM) moofia:stupid rachel say i not multi-purpose one
(3:25 AM) moofia:seeee!!
(3:25 AM) moofia:i realise I AM LOR
(3:25 AM) 5 more days!!!:am i suppose to say hi?
(3:25 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:26 AM) valerie.:hahaha!
(3:26 AM) 5 more days!!!:wanton bowl!
(3:26 AM) 5 more days!!!:oh val!
(3:26 AM) 5 more days!!!:i know who is or half of july snow le!
(3:26 AM) valerie.:o_o
(3:26 AM) valerie.:u mean the 2 guys?
(3:27 AM) 5 more days!!!:wait huh.
(3:27 AM) 5 more days!!!:one is guy that you see ma.
(3:27 AM) 5 more days!!!: or one is called neon.
(3:27 AM) 5 more days!!!:wait huh.
(3:27 AM) valerie.:neon ._.
(3:27 AM) valerie.:hahahah
(3:27 AM) moofia:O_o
(3:27 AM) moofia:the terms you use is so interesting man
(3:27 AM) 5 more days!!!:i use?
(3:28 AM) 5 more days!!!:what term?
(3:28 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha~
(3:28 AM) valerie.:omo omo.
(3:28 AM) valerie.:terms like the guy's name is neon
(3:28 AM) valerie.:and eh the band name julysnow hahaha
(3:28 AM) valerie.:july nvr snow lei how ah hahahaa
(3:28 AM) moofia:OHH VAL SO SMART!!
(3:28 AM) 5 more days!!!:wa lao!
(3:28 AM) moofia:not like some ....
(3:28 AM) 5 more days!!!:name la!
(3:28 AM) valerie.:aahh of course wonting
(3:28 AM) valerie.:hahaha!
(3:28 AM) 5 more days!!!:NAME LA!
(3:29 AM) valerie.:HAHAH
(3:29 AM) 5 more days!!!:dunno wat is name isit?
(3:29 AM) moofia:how i know
(3:29 AM) 5 more days!!!:den why wanting?
(3:29 AM) moofia:NEON
(3:29 AM) moofia:in my dictionary, not name lor
(3:29 AM) 5 more days!!!:how can a bowl stop when its not moving.
(3:29 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:30 AM) moofia:walau eh
(3:30 AM) moofia:hahahaha
(3:30 AM) 5 more days!!!:哈哈
(3:30 AM) 5 more days!!!:怎样！
(3:30 AM) 5 more days!!!:哈哈
(3:30 AM) moofia:join smart liao hur, now smarter only nia
(3:30 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha!
(3:30 AM) 5 more days!!!:of cos!
3:31 AM) moofia:ONLY NIA
(3:31 AM) valerie.:roflll.
(3:31 AM) 5 more days!!!:at least is smarter!
(3:31 AM) valerie.:this convr very sour i tink need alkaline alr lololl
(3:31 AM) 5 more days!!!:not like someone.
(3:31 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha~
(3:31 AM) moofia:hahahahaha
(3:31 AM) 5 more days!!!:STM
(3:31 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:31 AM) moofia:you LTM so what
(3:32 AM) 5 more days!!!:good la! wat?
(3:32 AM) 5 more days!!!:chey~
(3:32 AM) moofia:where got good, contain rubbish nia
(3:32 AM) moofia:overload liao lar
(3:32 AM) moofia:clear it please
(3:33 AM) 5 more days!!!:at least gt something. not like someone. gt brain but nothing inside.
(3:33 AM) 5 more days!!!:waste the brain.
(3:33 AM) 5 more days!!!:throw the brain away la.
(3:33 AM) moofia:dont want leh
(3:33 AM) moofia:my brain is to fill new things constantly
(3:33 AM) moofia:urs is only to keep
(3:33 AM) moofia:KEEP AND KEEP
(3:33 AM) 5 more days!!!:but too bad. up till now still nothing.
(3:33 AM) moofia:keep for what
(3:33 AM) moofia:you museum ah
(3:33 AM) 5 more days!!!:i eco-friendly cannot is it?
(3:33 AM) 5 more days!!!:i save earth!
(3:33 AM) 5 more days!!!:i save gaia!
(3:34 AM) moofia:yea funny, you think ur brain what
(3:34 AM) 5 more days!!!:you say contain rubbish ma! den good lo.
(3:34 AM) 5 more days!!!:i huan bao!
(3:34 AM) moofia:not rubbish literally, see brain contain so much information, until cannot interpret things properly
(3:34 AM) moofia:haha
(3:34 AM) moofia:WHATS UR BIG FAT PROBLEM LAH
(3:34 AM) moofia:HA
(3:35 AM) moofia:learn from chew rachel is it
(3:35 AM) moofia:LOL
(3:35 AM) 5 more days!!!:i dun like BIG FAT PROBLEM i wan SMALL SLIM PROBLEM LEH!
(3:35 AM) valerie.:._. LOOOL
(3:35 AM) valerie.:both of u ah hahahhaa
(3:35 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:35 AM) moofia:tsktsk
(3:35 AM) moofia:confirm is rachel one
(3:35 AM) moofia:we used to be such cilvilised people
(3:35 AM) 5 more days!!!:see your sp00n so li hai...
(3:35 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:36 AM) moofia:until we are contaminated by people, like rachel
(3:36 AM) 5 more days!!!:ya lo! my brain all contain with rachel
(3:36 AM) valerie.:lolollll yeah spoony nt bad ahahahhaa also learn how to poke alr.
(3:36 AM) moofia:me too
(3:36 AM) 5 more days!!!:**rachel's suanning.
(3:36 AM) valerie.:hahaha
(3:36 AM) 5 more days!!!: sp00n also can be sharp de.
(3:36 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha!
(3:36 AM) 5 more days!!!:poke your tongue.
(3:37 AM) moofia:hahaha, if type like how val type my name, then val become vol
(3:37 AM) valerie.:eh no lorrr lolol
(3:37 AM) moofia:like volume,, then yiting, mwahahahah
(3:37 AM) moofia:YO
(3:37 AM) valerie.:wonting is copyright hahahhaa
(3:37 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha
(3:37 AM) moofia:YO TING
(3:37 AM) valerie.:no lei i object WONTINGS
(3:37 AM) valerie.:lolol
(3:37 AM) valerie.:HHA YOTING!
(3:37 AM) moofia:dont care!!
(3:37 AM) 5 more days!!!:i still remember we change all name to start with "F"
(3:37 AM) 5 more days!!!:FanFing.
(3:38 AM) 5 more days!!!:Faleris
(3:38 AM) 5 more days!!!:FiFing.
(3:38 AM) 5 more days!!!:haha!
(3:38 AM) 5 more days!!!:Fachel
(3:38 AM) valerie.:hahaha omo
(3:38 AM) 5 more days!!!:Fahidah
(3:38 AM) valerie.:haahha
(3:38 AM) 5 more days!!!:Fandice
(3:38 AM) valerie.:fahidah sounds v real lei lolol
(3:38 AM) 5 more days!!!:Fichelle

now... there's some other crap talk about a cant-be-reveal song... haha~ will reveal when it's time. =) and during the time when i'm gone. the bowl and val were there talking about.... readers, have you eaten? BEWARE!

(for continuation, please read on...)

LOLOL!

2008-08-30T21:25:00.019+08:00

i think i realli nothing better to do, change my blogskin again. haha~ there's a reason why i change blogskin one. today's gonna be a long post. jus for your information, i have 51 pics in the queue...

FINALLY~

i've finish uploading the pictures, and now i should add in the words~

27/08/2008

a day that is worth remembering... why? because... I LEFT MY EXAMINATION HALL 20 MINS EARLIER! shit man! dunno how to do the paper la! so might as well jus go out, dun sit there and rot. tsk. and when i came out.

this is the engineering block...

see outside my examination hall. so empty. only gt one guy at the extreme end, dun think you can see. >u<

28/08.2008

and the next day~ i slept till 4:45 pm, until bro calls me. really very tired after exam la. plus, i gt reason one hor! cos my room gt almost no sun. so the phrase that chinese always use "sun shone on your butt liao still dun want to wake up" doesnt applies to me... why do i say so? heh~ this is the first time i enclose my house to public wor~

see the light in my living room...

the light in my niece's play room...

and my room. gt different right!!! cant see, nevermind, let's do a comparison.

this is the view from my niece's play room.

this is from my room... [(>_<) damn it! not much different!]

nevermind! jus look at the amount of light i have as compare to my niece's play room. see the lights on the floor???

if you still can see the different, nevermind, i show you my window and the world. see the different now? if still cannot, come find me, i'll show you to my room....

and push you down the window!

29/08/2008

today is SAHIDAH'S BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! *i know a bit late la...* den i bought this carpet for sahidah...

looks comfortable right! it's round...

and at the side hor... gt this flower lo...

ok la... actually gt 2 flower and 1 leaf can?!!!

aiyo... ok la ok la... shall stop lame-ing... it's a cake la... Chocolate Truffle~

wanna eat? too bad? YOU ARE TOO LATE! haha!

yeah!!! Happy 20th Birthday to Sahidah!!!!!

and yea~ this is sahidah~~~ cut cake cut cake!

this is gwen, rachel and sahidah~ (left to right)

hahaha~ stupid gwen, i use light burn you hair!!!

nooooooooo~

wanting! no playing with fire!

yes mum~

eat cake! UM~

hmm... where should i start???

let's take some fun pic!!!

and den rachel, gwen and bud left, wanting me and our birthday gal stayed and chatted till 1:30pm and we left too...~

i think i gonna die of cakey-ness

at home that night, i have this bowl os noodle....

ok la... noodles cake for my dad. his birthday is actually tomorrow, which is today la... but we dunno that my niece not going back today, we we celebrated yesterday... haha~ 1 candle nia~ dun want tell people how old...

30/08/2008

went vivo with val aka forky today for the Matsuri; Jrock event!

before that, as i was waiting for val, i went to Candy Empire and i saw JD!!!

JD's sweet... haha~

and personally, we think this 2 looks like JD the most. hahahaha!

den we went to the event venue and realise that it will only start @ 3pm, and it's only 2 now... so we went to Xin Tian Di, Pet Safari and Daiso... haha~

in Xin Tian Di, i saw.....

~~WANTING!~~ and BOSS!yea~ we are actually carrying a very cute rabbit! but too bad! due to my lousy photo taking skills, i din get the rabbit in...

this is us~ without the rabbit... *damn... my face looks weird..Pet Safari! and jus nice we saw 2 doggies and 2 cats having their hair trim... see the brown dog @ the left hand side? it is very "guai" o! very obedient doggie... keep looking @ val, makes val wanna bring it home...

haha~Hamsters!!!!

behind the bush...under the water bottle...in the "roller"...under the "popcorn & cotton" lookalike floor...

Finally, it's the JRawk Matsuri!

BUT! it starts only @ 4:30... =.=nevermind, we took this chance to do a little of people viewing...

and spotted this gal, looks very cool, sitting alone in jap style...

den saw 3 erm.... ~~uh-um~~... cute loita gals la... haha~ ^,^'''heh~SMART members! you should know what this means wor~ hahahah~

and yeah~ val bought this! for me! haha! we open up and eat @ the event, but we left about 5/6 there when we left? haha~ too sour le...

first band performing! the guy vocal is good! his pronounciation for jap is really good!

den a gal vocal came up, not as good but not bad. and lastly they sang together...

next band, looks more like an otaku to me den a vocal... hmmm... sang ard, 5 to 6 songs, until the vocal nearly fainted... 0.o

heh~ saw someone familiar?? JAP JAP!!!!

O.O... no la... is jap jap's lookalike nia... really damn vain lo this guy. every 2 mins will take out his phone... (same and ben de) to use the camera to look at himself... since he want to vain right...

let's vain together!

*damn it la* today why i take picture all so strange one... *argh*

TOMORROW! is the Matsuri; Cosplay! will be going again! but this time, i wanna take more pictures of the cosplayer!

ok! shall go off now... you too... read such a long post, also will be tired de, go rest ba!

ja-ne!

YAYY!

2008-08-28T00:30:00.005+08:00

new blog skin! haha~

this time is Kyou Kara Maou's (KKM) blogskin!

Yuuri (the one with black hair) may looks kind, but when he sort of... "transform" into the Maou (which is the king), he's cool man! i see if i can get some pics up...

Wolfram (the one with gold hair) may look 'manly'... but... he wears pink gal gal pajamas to sleep... hahahaha~

yea yea~ i got some pics...

see what i meant?

and and and! i jus found a new love again!!!

ok la... not say very new... but it's also from olympic 2008...

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IT'sssssssssssss.......

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see what i meant? so cute! so gentle! so kind!

if you dun believe how cute is it, go to youtube to watch this video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BKN5Lhym9dY

if you never laugh, tell me.

den i will send you to hospital....

huh?

you think i will say give you money?

WAIT LONG LONG.

Kay la~ post this jus to announce new blog skin and my new love~ hee~

ja-ne!

How many Days and Night...

2008-08-27T00:25:00.006+08:00

i dunno since when, i start to like to take picture of the morning and the night's sky. i saw a moon, so bright that day. this is the first time i release the photo of my house o!

see the moon???

this is around 5-6am in the morning... was talking to wan and val that saying we shall see the sunrise... too bad, i can see from here...

haha~ actually i dunno what i took so many picture of it for... tsk, so boring. jus like my life. by the way, this is the view from my room's window...

anyway...

Show you guys something else.

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know what this is? lines? drawing?

can see? nevermind, let's take a closer look @ it...

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can see it now? can la hor...

huh? what? not clear arh... ok lo, let's take a even more closer look.
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now can see le ba! if still cannot see. go see optician la!!!

this is actually how i studied in school ~~yester~~... i mean, i few hours ago.

if i'm stress, this is what i will do. writing over and over again, overlapping every other sentences.

you ask met his is what? business law lo... cramp study like siao. lucky the paper is do-able la. but i dunno is i gt write crap there la...

tsktsk.

NOW.

compare my work when i'm stress and i'm relax. the other side of the book is actually PSCM answer. the one i copied is Ms Melisa's room. see the huge different???

Ok la. tomorrow's last paper le! gotta go mug and not sleep again!

ANG-YI-TING! jiayou jiayou jiayou!

ja-ne!

Taggy~

2008-08-26T06:59:00.002+08:00

haha~ was tagged by my bro... so i guess i jus have to do this... hha~

those who should be doing are those whom you see your names there~

dun read the questions first wor~ jus write 1-13 and fill the names up there! =)

come-on... be NIKE!!! you know... JUS DO IT~ hahaha~

1. gor
2. wanting
3. val
4. rachel
5. sahidah
6. hiro (hahaha~)
7. jap jap (hahahaha~)
8. jolly
9. michy
10. annie
11. chloe
12. gwen
13. Jd

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> How did you meet 10?
- Oh~ snail? in the park la! den? haha~ no la, in SP yr 2... <3

> What would you do if you had never met 2?
- wa... tough question man~ hmmm, guess i wun get my blog skin, wun get to know kattun, wun get to like alice nine, wun get to love Tora... most importantly, wun get to eat cos NO BOWL!!!<3

> What would you do if 6 and 10 dated?
- OMG!!! i will kill the snail!!! <3

> Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- hmmm... not yet... maybe i can try with rambutan???! =DDD<3

> Do you think 10 is cute?
- oh... annie arh... i've yet to see the 'wig-act' wor~ haha~ should be cute! =DDD<3

> How did you get to know 8?
- same with the snail lo! SP yr 2! =DDD<3

> Would you ever go on a date with number12?
- ohhohoho~ cannot wor~ my forky will be angry... =DDD<3

> What's 7's Favorite color?
- ehhh... jap jap arh... omg... i dunno la... he only my eye-candy leh... *haizzz*<3

> What would you do if 5 confessed he/she loved you?
- i will run... haha~ cos someone will take 'parang' come chase me... haha~<3

> Fact about 9:
- She's a good boss, but you should really see her OMG monkey face... hahahahaah!<3

> Who is 4 going out with?
- waaaa... haha~ all i know is she heart ******* ********... someone... haha~<3

> who is number 3 to you?
- Oh! my dearest forkyyyyy~<3

> Would you ever live with 13?
- WT*! i will die of stroke! if not my blood vessel will burst!<3

>Is 1 single?- no no no, i gt da sao (sis-in-law) leh... you think leh???<3

> Where does 7 live?
- hmmmm... east side i guess...<3

> What do you think about 3?
- Full Time Ft Fanzzzzz!<3

> What's the best thing about number 8?
- Very very da jie!!!<3

> What do you like about number 11?
- A very nice gal who lends me homework to copy... hahahaha! kidding!<3

> Favorite Memory with 2?
- hmmm... if i say all hor... i think my this post will be very very very long leh... you sure you want me to say??? XDD<3

Those whose names are up there are tagged to do this quiz unless he/she doesn't have a blog. =)

Closing of Olympic

2008-08-24T20:49:00.005+08:00

wooooo. watched olympics for almost the whole day since i open my eyes and left my bed... haha~ AND, most importantly, i've finally decided to expand my sight, and go for international eye-candy~

YOSH!

heh~ was watching the Gold Medal Basketball (Men) Match... discussing about the USA VS ESPANA.... and there, i found my intenational EYE-CANDY!!!

WHO? WHO? WHO IS HE???

RICKY RUBIO!!!!

Oh My~

Isnt he cuuuuuuteeeeee~~

guess what... he jus reach the age of 17!!!!

17.... 17, 17. 17!!!!!

he's younger than me la!

and he's in the national team lo!!!

you all jus din see how aggressive this guy can get in the last quarter of the match... although they din win, but at least they tried!

the played 8 match in total and this is the match when they score more than 100 points...

they are not lousy, but jus that the referee is just too bias against them...

tsktsk.

nevermind, let see more of rubio.... ^^

rubio in game....

oh... this is rubio and his team mate, rudy fernandez...

haha~ see how much he loves basketball?? how he wish he can eat it up... hahahaha~

hahaha~ ok ok... enough of "hua-chi-ing"

shall end here...

ja-ne!

R-21

2008-08-24T03:21:00.003+08:00

the following is rather R-21.... ok la ok la. it IS R-21 can! happy!

you know teenagers often study study study den go abit crazy. that's how it is recently. was chating with 2 of my friend jus now. (this time really cannot say who. *eh friend, if you wanna tag right, name yourself with the alphabets that you choose Kay!)

the follow story is created by 3 physically and mentally drained and stressed teens, that's why it's R-21.

*** NOTE***: this is a story about Jerome and Vincent. i have to make this very clear, that this story is created by us. it is not talking about anyone around me. this is created jus for fun, for distress.

here it goes.

I'm jerome, and i admit that jerome sux. But jerome has a love. What love? Of cos its the love i have for someone who means the world to me. Yes it meant a lot to me cos i dun wanna admit but i jus can help but fall in love with Vincent. The love for a friend? How i wish it is. But i realise, i jus couldnt bear to let him leave my sight. My love for him has gone beyond friendship. But i will contain it, i'll bear with the pain because i care, because i love. My heart really hurts, it really does, but i will cast it aside and must concentrate on being straight-forward towards vincent. How i wish i can jus push him onto his bed, and show my undying passion for him.

Oh my god i can believe my eyes! The complexion that's running under my hands! His skin is so delicate and soft! oh the overpowering smell of his manliness just makes me wanna press myself hard against him.

But he resisted, he rejected! Damn it! The more he resist, the more i'm aroused! I can't contain myself any longer! But i told myself that i can't be doing this, so i ran out of the door and onto the street away from him. As i was running, flashbacks of out happy time appears in my head! So i decided to head back, and i'm surprised to see him lying against the bed with his rippling muscles and curves. He is lying there motionless, as though he's drunk and can't move. So i went over, but there's no sign of alcoholic smell. so i place my hands on his chest and realised that he's hot...

He began to open his eyes and i notice how his thick long lashes and deep set eyes look into me which made my heart flutter. He gave me a punch and i fell to the ground. He stood up, half undressed by me, and said.

"How could you leave me hanging in the middle of... middle of..." He blushed! How cute...

He began to wrestle me down and spoke seductively, "Now's it's my turn to show my prowress!" But his overwhelming manliness turned Jerome off and he pushed him away.

"I dun spread legs for guy. I spread guys' leg." Jerome stood up, look at Vincent seriously, and said. And there Vincent look... FACINATED! Jerome pounced onto Vincent and muttered," Here kitty kitty, now i will tell you who's king...."

--TO BE CONTINUED--

minna-san, 4 am and i'm still here, see how stress we are?

so would you jus stop bugging us?

All Delegated To Ultraman~

2008-08-23T03:19:00.008+08:00

To my Dearest Salted Egg Superman....

This is an Love Analysis that i've done for you...

ENJOY~ (** please click the photo to see the picture clearly**)

RANK no. 10th

Please do not be sad, if this is the person you like to most. There is still possibility if you try...

RANK no. 09th

Please do not be sad, cos this may not be the best choice for you... Find others ba!

RANK no. 08th

Not bad wor~ at least you pass... Can wear couple wear together for duties wor....

RANK no. 07th

You can never imagine who this person is... this person likes to give you $5 each time this person see you... i hope you'll earn a fortune by meeting this person more....

RANK no. 06th

This is an A grade partner for you! There's 2 for you, choose wisely~

RANK no. 05th

Do you still not know who this person is? so bad... how can you play with people's heart!!!

RANK no. 04th

Forth in the place, going to reach top 3 le... dun mind considering wor~ must dream dream kay~

RANK no. 03th

guess you 2 will be wearing couple wear during duties also.... and remember to train home together wor~ want her number? contact me for further details...

RANK no. 02th

Second place! i think. that. you. will. FREAK OUT. when. you. know. who. this. person. is.

is. this. person. really. a. "he". ?. you. will. NEVER. know.....

RANK no. 01th

Ok la... this is the best choice for you le... cant get a 100% one. this should be enough. this person suit you la... this person would know when you are down, and when you are ar*used. cos this person jus know your body too well... this person, knows when you need him/her, and when you XXXX him/her....

With this, i shall end my Love Analysis Report. Feel Free To Contact Me For All The Unreveal Information.

Have nice day~

Goodbye~

Pizza Hut!!!

2008-08-22T19:19:00.012+08:00

jus now i met 2 of my friends, ~~gwen and wanting~~ Miss DragonBoat aka Ms DBG, and Miss Diamond Bowl aka Ms DBW as well. (shall only disclose their PEEKTURE)

tsk tsk... wanted to put their surname's initial behind Ms DB_... but den. realise that both is "L"...

tsk tsk tsk... no choice, gotta put their name's initial to differentiate.

they came to lot one find me... den we went to eat Pizza Hut! *yeahyeah~* Ordered the Students Valued Treat. Ms DBG and me ordered the same thing, pasta set, while Ms DBW order pizza set~

they have a-la-carte at lower price for us, so we ordered 1 plate of drumlet and fries to share, and Ms DBW ordered ice-cream!

heh~ see we eat till so clean... yea, what you see above is the fries and drumlets on you left, and if you can see a pair of hands taking peekture, the bowl is the ice-cream~

yea~ this is the ice-cream~ Munchy Mouse... haha~ let's take a closer look....

and who is the Ms DBW that i've mentioned? haha~ this is her peekture~

and who is Ms DBG? this is her... she's in-a-call....

see la, this 2 "no-heart" one... look @ phone nia... never care me... T_T

see la! STILL LOOKING @HER PHONE!

FINALLY! got them to take a picture together... haha~

hahaha~ den Ms DBG decided to play with Ms DBW's ice-cream... so we try to add all sorts of things insider her ice-cream... haha! first is fries, den is the green green "grass" that comes with the drumlets. den i tried to add cheese... haha! so Ms DBW decided to revenge! and she did this.....

haha~ ya la! she put ice-cream on the remaining fries la!!!! haha~ but i dun mind... cos as she's playing, Ms DBG added chili into her ice-cream... hahahahaha!

since we play till like dat right, we decided to play a game. we will first add "ingredients" to a clean plate... den add as much as we want... den we will play "scissors-paper-stone", winner will give the number that we're gonna play for the "终极密码".

and this is the first dish that was created... very mild... very gentle...

Match One
Ingredients: tartar sauce, melted ice-cream, fries, cheese.
Winner: Ms DBG (of cos she's saved from eating it...)

and yea~ i lost to Ms DBW... so i have to eat it... but it was okay for me... so i still can laugh as i eat... haha~ see me smile~~ =)

Match Two
Ingredients: tartar sauce, melted ice-cream, fries, cheese, chili.
Winner: ME! *hahaha!*

and haha! MS DBW lost to Ms DBG~ she say she hates the chili... oh... so sad... but too bad... she has to eat it.... *hahaha~*

Match Three
Ingredients: tartar sauce, melted ice-cream, fries, cheese, chili, chili sauce.
Winner: ME! again~ haha! yeah!

And see how Ms DBG smile when we finish creating the dish~ she's the one who added the chili sauce... *haha~*

*hahahaha!* now see how she sulk when she lost.... haha! so funny... =D

Match Four
Ingredients: tartar sauce, melted ice-cream, fries, chili, oreo (the mouse's ear from ice-cream... ... remember???).
Winner: ME!!!! HAHAHA! YES! AGAIN!!!! =DDD

and yea~ Ms DBW lost again... haha~ but she quite happy la, cos gt oreo, so she dun really mind... haha~

Match Five
Ingredients: tartar sauce, melted ice-cream, fries, cheese, chili sauce, pepper.
Winner: ME!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

AGAIN! haha~ see how Ms DBG smile when we finish creating the dish... haha~ but she says she cant take pepper...

i seriously think that Ms DBG shouldnt say that she cant take pepper... cos whenever we dun wanna get something, we WILL tend to get it... see her face? *hahahaha!*

but she ate it! BRAVO!!!! *claps*claps*claps*claps*

Match Six
Ingredients: tartar sauce, melted ice-cream, fries, cheese, chili sauce, pepper.
Winner: Ms DBW (finally~ someone else other den me... finally~ i get to play...=DDD)

Ms DBG say Ms DBW for putting in pepper in the dish... she gt a little choke in the previous dish already.... once again, it's proves my saying... Ms DBG, the more you dun wanna get the pepper, the more the pepper wants you... *haha~* but she decided to take it happily~ haha! Ms DBW says that the chili sauce makes everything disgusting... but MS DBG says: "that the only nice thing can...." *hahahahaha!* =DDDD

FINAL MATCH
Ingredients: tartar sauce, melted ice-cream, fries, cheese, chili sauce, pepper, drumlet's oil.
Winner: Ms DBG! finally she get her chance!!!

this is it! lets take a closer look @ it....

HAHAHAHAHA ! guess guess guess! who's gonna eat it? it's the most disgusting one! as it is the largest portion of all matches, and since it's the last, we have no hesitation to leave any thing behind... this has the largest quantity of ingredients that we've added!

YES!!!! it's Ms DBW!!!! see her with the fork above?

and Ms DBG is now happily taking peekture while Ms DBW takes her time to figure out how she should eat it....

Ms DBW: "stupid DBG! taking photo when i'm so suay! huh! What's the big fat problem!"

Ms DBW: "hmmm... how should i get them onto my fork and finish it with one mouth..."

Ms DBW: "yes! finally got it up! here i go~~~~"

Ms DBG: "take peekture take peekture! this may be a historical moment!!!"

Ms DBW: "mmwhiemmmehdowmmdmeud....."

Me: "cant really hear what she say... but she looks like a.... "

Ms DBW: "OMG! i think i'm puking!!!"

Ms DBW: "no! cannot! Garfield infront of me, she gt fur, i puke will stick on her..."

Me: "omg~ so touched... t-t"

Ms DBW: "no no no~ i cant take it anymore!!! i gonna puke!!!!"

Me: "oh-no... oh no! OH NO!!!!"

Ms DBW: "run! Garfield, RUN!"

Me: "yes, YES! i'm RUNNING!"

hahahahahahahah! OF COS~ Ms DBW din puke on me... haha~ after that... some errors happen while we're getting the bills... haha~ nothing much to say about that la...haha~ cos i wasnt there when the nice part's up... (haha~ i went toilet, and apparently, Ms DBG sort of "scolded" the Pizza Hut's manager... and he jus kept apologising...)

After that, we went shopping and Lot One before they go... and Ms DBG happen to see this "car-car" and she sat on...

haha~ cute right... haha~ after that we went to the "pasa-malam" then we go home le lo...

HAHAHAHAHA! the pizza hut's game made my day!

should be off to study now!

byebye
ja-ne!

It's.......

2008-08-21T16:40:00.002+08:00

It's hard to die......

yet...

It's harder to survive...

tsk

2008-08-18T14:12:00.002+08:00

BAD DAY

BAD DAY

BAD DAY

EVERYDAY FOR FMA IS BAD DAY...

do you know what FMA requires?

Forever - Mugging - Attitude

do you know what FMA always give us?

False - Mercy - Atmosphere

do you know what FMA can cause?

Fatigue - Mathematics Disorder (Dyscalculia) - Acute Stress Disorder

dunno what's that? check it out yourself...

gosh.

2008-08-16T22:31:00.001+08:00

gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.gosh.

my very very long post is gone!!!!!!
argh!!!! waste my effort!!!!
shucks shucks shucks!!!!

What would you do?

2008-08-12T23:09:00.005+08:00

What would you do if you were left in the middle of the sea, alone?
What would you do if you find somethings to hold on to?
What would you do if you try to give yourself some sense of secure?
What would you do if you have something to hold on to?
What would you do if you want to hold on to it tightly?
What would you do if you never want to let go of it?
What would you do if the thing that you are holding on to is missing?
What would you do if you look for a new one?
What would you do if you continue drifting?
What would you do if you are holding on to someone elses belonging?
What would you do if you decided to share?
What would you do if you decided to snatch?
What would you do if you decided to leave?
What would you do if you share?
What would you do if you snatch?
What would you do if you leave?

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What would you do if you cherish something?
What would you do if you find others cherish the thing you cherish too?
What would you do if you decided to give up?
What would you do if you give up?
What would you do if you find others dont cherish the thing you gave up?
What would you do if you find yourself in the wrong?
What would you do if you.......

What would you do, if you are now thinking . . . . .

What Would You DO IF . . . . . . . . . . . .

2008-08-11T19:39:00.011+08:00

wanted to study for FEB today... haha~ but my "ka-zieh" say wanna meet us... so ok lo... went out with her and ma3ma2, ka-zieh's mum, my nanny.

she drove and pick mum and me up @ around 12 plus 1, was watching olmpics... YEAH! korea's badminton male single won denmark! (^_^)

ok, back to the main event. asked her where we going for lunch, and she say:

"oh erm, the Jurong BirdPark there, on top of the hill there's a restaurant name Hilltop Japanese Restaurant. We go there eat teppanyaki, ok?!"

i was like O.O teppanyaki eh!!!! for so long, i havent eat teppanyaki for so long!!!! yeah!!! so we went there, and since it's a hill top, the view is quite nice. =) sorry for the poor shooting skills, my phone cam only 1.3 megapixel nia... tsk.

after we park our car, saw something like a park so i took a photo of it.

from the hill top, we can see tuas eh...
gt seaview too...
PSA also...
and here comes the TEPPANYAKI!!! sorry huh~ ate a bite of the radish liao den remember to take picture... see the chef???
haha~ yeah, the main course... the rice, and on the dish there is actually tigher prawn, scallop, pork loin and teriyaki chicken... previously still gt one more mushroom... ^^
heh~ see the 4 prawn head? the chef even put mayonaise and den leave it there... *drooling* too bad, i dunno how to eat prawn... so i gave it to ka-zieh...
after all the main "meaty" course, here comes the vegetable, beansprout...

ohhohoho~ finish the meal le!!! yea! yum yum!

haha~ i tou tou took a pic of mummy and ma3ma2... haha~ the sisters are talking gossips!!!

ka-zieh's back view and her son, aranxiz... man... i dunno how to pronounce his name...

view from the restaurant...

edit the photo a little, little aranxiz turn blue!!!!!
haha! when to the other room for dessert, saw the cream on aranxiz's lips??
after lunch, it's already 3pm. went to a so-called balcony and this is the view...

if you gt watch those taiwan drama, they sometimes have scenes which they scream towards the sea or shout from a tall building right... haha~ this is a good place for you to shout too~
after that, went to vivo to shop shop, of cos, Toys 'R' Us is one of the must visit spot... after that, coffee @ Toast Box... and den ka-zieh drove us home again...

haizzzz... FEB tmr... go study le wor~

byebye

minna, ja-ne!

how i wish i can face you...

how i wish i can talk to you face to face...

how i wish i can admit everything infront of you...

lonely lonely

2008-08-10T20:58:00.004+08:00

watch "Money no Enough 2" with mum, bro and sis-in-law today... was @ taka previously, cos mummy wanna buy rice cooker with 3 $10 taka voucher...

before taka was wisma, when there eat "brunch" den walk over to taka, as we walk, i nothing to do so i decided to take some random shots.

aiya... sorry for my lousy shooting skills. random shoot ma... no need too nice la...

bro & da sao, paiseh huh! if you find them ugly hor... i not purposely de...

on the way to taka... bro & da sao's random pic...

after taka, went bro's last time office; da sao's current office to take some free movie tickets redeemption ticket, took da sao and mummy~

den forget on the way to where and on the way from where, ask bro took one pic with me... ps. sorry for the un-natural smile... i also dunno why... haha~ can see my mum hand is behind... haha~

ahhhhhhhhh~ today so boring, val, vann and hiro all not on msn... sigh... rachel gotta do rwps ppt... my clique all not online also... BORING!!!

sigh, shall go off now... go replenish my haruma's picture... =)

ja-ne!

uh-um.

2008-08-09T23:09:00.003+08:00

feeling breatheless now...

not because i'm happy...
not because i'm sad...
not because of all the good and bad things which happened recently...
but i jus realise that i did something stupid...

shit man! arghhhh!!!!

i cant breathe, cos i'm too scare...
i need someone to be with me...
i need someone to pull me out of the darkness i have now...

i shall get over it using tonight...

nothing should be ever fear of...
jus breathe in...
jus breathe out...
jus breathe in...
jus breathe out...

anyway, i'm gonna start writing songs again.
=)
soon.
when i'm free.

-END-
ja-ne!
nitez~

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!

2008-08-09T02:23:00.006+08:00

HAPPY

TH BIRTHDAY

SINGAPORE!

haha~ was waiting for this chance to post a national day message but was busy jus now... hahahaha!

happy birthday singapore! =) hope everything is gonna improve or remain the same!

heh~ was busy on msn jus now, cant even talk well with chloe... ahhh... feel so bad .... cos i was like some sort of neglect her jus now....

aishhiiii~ must apologise next time.... oh yea~ after reading my previous post, val was asking me if the thing i bough for her is the mouse. haha~

*boo-boo!*

WRONG! haha~ if i wanna give you a surprise, i would post it on the blog la... like dat no fun le...

actually i also dunno whether is it a surprise... tsk tsk... haha~

AND HOR!

i was selected for the NE studies man! ok la... not that they want me to study or anything. it's like a survey so that the government can study on us... get it? get it! GOOD! treat us as the sample size and test us. =)

ok la... very late le... shall go sleep now...

niteznitez!

once again, HAPPY BRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

you look like a sweet from outside,

but you are a poison inside.

some who were blind by your disguise

are those who.......

i shall not continue.

Yiiiiiiiippppeeeeee

2008-08-08T20:54:00.005+08:00

yes yes yes! finally finish with ALLLLLLLLLLLL my projects!!!!!

Y(^_^)Y

next up, would be FEB exam, FMA exam, BLaw exam and last but not least, PSCM exam... oh ya~ gt back my FMA make-up's result... 68.. twice my original marks... -_-''' should have studied harder... *sigh*

oh yea~ today made a little progress... haha! of an issue which is i-know-but-i-dun-tell-you.... HAHAHA!

ok! bro keep saying my blog booooooooooooooooring. so i shall post some picture... HAHAHA!

This is val in disguise... haha~ her hair soooo cute right!!! we are doing project, but halfway we jus started on this hair thing, which is kinda de-stress la... so yea~ val you cant sue me wor~ cos i post for the sake of praising you... HAHAHA!

errrrr... obviously it's some very unwanted bee hugging val for some honey~

ahha~ yes~ finally a more 'xiang yang' picture... but do you think that val looks like a mouse in this picture?

ok! next up is today! after FMA lecture, met up with chloe @ orchard, went lunch, went shopping, bought something for the mouse, when for tea... and this is the place which we sat for tea. took pics so as to let chloe show her friend how alike we are... haha~ rot there for like an hour or so, manage to get online with the pathetic wireless there and tagged someone. den play game, i play com chloe play psp. the waiteress was like: "are they leaving a not..."

as chloe and i was shopping, i saw this round round cute cute thing. it's a mouse... and guess what the name? haha! EGG-MOUSE. haha~ no wonder so round.

the best thing is... haha~ they have all sorts of design man... haha~ the following one... look at where you will be clicking @...
@_@

these 2 still quite cute lo... the heart shape and the kitty one... you'll click on the ears...

this one is really cute lo! haha! chilli!!!! the second one is doggy wor~ click on the ears too...
why dun have snail, or cow, or monkey?
if not can buy for annie, jolly and michy~
HAHAHAHA!

HAHAHAHA! ok la... i think today should be it lo...

OHYA! must clarify something! the previous post right, is fake one... it's a post i did for my project presentation. haha~ lame la... but the presentation sux la... i mean, i sux la. no time so i jus threw my script away and presented everything on the spot. loopholes all around... arghhhhh! shall not talk about it anymore~

byebye! ja-ne!
niteznitez~

Sigh...

2008-08-06T20:01:00.003+08:00

Sigh, my dad jus gt retrenched 2 weeks. =( only bread winner.... T_T
......
you guys must be thinking that me family is damn sad right now right...
actually not true eh.

my dad gt retrench due to his age. 53. at this age, you tell me how to find another job?
but guess what, i was searching online and i found this company. Oasis Recruitment.

They say that they target the mature workers la, from age 40 - 65. so i ask my dad go apply lo.
see what they say. when to their website, and run through their database.

ok la, gt varieties of job la. so when to help my dad applied for a job that he quite interested in, upload resume... something like recruit express la.

BUT. the next day right, they called my dad. and over the phone. they conducted an interview with me dad! amazing huh!

after 2 or 3 days, forget how long le la... my dad gt a job!

that was fast lo!

oh ya~ if anyone of you have relative who are jobless cause of their age right, can try this recruitment agency lo. not bad leh. the benefits that they give my dad sounds quite good. of cos is my dad say one la.....

they gt a blog too! my link list has it. blog is like the latest updates la.

ok la, shall end here. bye!

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Welcome to my blog

Above is actually an example of how we can advertise on blogs. It is an example on how the public can help us advertise our company through their blogs.

heh~

2008-08-05T20:11:00.002+08:00

realise i can do FMA de cost topic question without looking @ notes wor~
*claps~*
haizzz... tomorrow is it le. wonder if i can make it.

should be can la hor.
i memorised all the formulae le...

gt GEMS exam tmr also.
luckily is open-book.
den another lucky thing is Mrs Loh push all the submittion to Friday.
*yea~yea~*

finally cleared Blaw and RWPS!!!!!

there's always someone who should leave,

maybe it's time,

dun wanna spoil the nice picture that has been painted long ago.

somehow,

i jus feel that i have destroyed the nice picture.

i'm trying.

2008-08-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

was feeling very depress, and jolly console me.
she told me to go slp, but i din, sorry jolly.

went to his blog instead.
was glad that i went, cos it kinda cheer me up a little.
why? cos it's full of gay-ness.

haha~

he and his good friend... tsk tsk...
so gay...
but i like.

he's back to wear spects,
and he change his sling back to a backpack...
changed his wallet to a 99 buck one too.

erm... must make this clear to bro.

Bro, the he is NOT my boyfriend ok?
pls pls pls dun be mistaken...

haha~ jus a normal eyecandy nia...

(wonder if my bro gt really come my blog one a not...)

*sigh*

wonder if can see them in sch on mon.
shall go back to my FMA now...

ja-ne!
byebye~

i have to post frequently now....

2008-08-02T08:06:00.002+08:00

why does my title says so?

cos as you can see, the past few post is a little bit emo, i wun delete them, but i have to get it down asap.

but still, WHY?

that's because of the additional link on my link list. see the Oasis Recruitment link? That's me Project Blog link. and during presentation, most probably i'll be presenting from my blog first, den to the Oasis blog.

Cant possibly let the whole class know all my emo post right, plus now's the critical period, if my PTN sees my eno post, he may drag me for counselling....

and yea~ that's it for today. =)

Ja-ne!!!!
byebye~

to "U": i'm sorry but i think i will let u go...

to "T": are you happy now that everything is going/proceeding/happening as you wish?

to "S": dun be too happy, "U" will once again be mine. i'm jus lending "U" to you, i'll get it back!

emo-ing...

2008-07-31T20:53:00.002+08:00

Online Depression Screening Test
New York University School Of Medicine
Psychiatry

Your answers reflect the presence of significant depressive symptoms. It is advised to seek a psychiatric consultation.

Another Online Depression Screening Test

You answered 8 question out of 10 "Yes". According to the National Mental Health Association, 5 or more "Yes" answer indicates that you may be suffering from clinical depression.

Another Online Depression Screening Test

Your Results
Your Total Score is
11 (Moderate 11-15)

Another Online Depression Screening Test
Raw Total: 54 points

Conversion of Raw Scores to the SDS Index = 54 = 68

SDS Index
Equivalent Clinical Global Impression
Below-50 ...
Within normal range, no psychopathology.
50 - 59 ...
Presence of minimal to mild depression.
60 - 69 ...
Presence of moderate to marked depression.
70 & over ...
Presence of severe to extreme depression.

so what does it says? sigh... wanna sleep but cannot...

ja-ne!

i will remember you...

2008-07-26T22:48:00.002+08:00

Morning was fine for me for the first half of YES-NEC, The Boyz were great. I'm serious, they are actually quite professional.

basically that's all i wanna say about YES-NEC.

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just now, went to boon lay that restaurant for a birthday dinner. all i can say for this event is just a very-cramp-dinner. 17 person in ONE normal restaurant table. *sigh* nothing much to say.

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next. the main thing of this post. during the smart duty, i left halfway, OK la, not just me, together with some of the others. the reason was "Director want to talk to you all" at first. and it ended up, someone whom we knew, committed suicide.

no one knows how to react, we were just too shock. sorry to those who dunno who i am referring to. if you dunno, means that i cant tell you. those who should know have been informed. this is just a respect for the family members.

one of us, was closest to him among all the others who were present, i shall name this person A, couldn't believe it. A broke down, and cried. director was talking to us in the foyer, during the refreshment time. which means, A cried in front of almost all SMART members + the sec sch students.

A cried, and hugged B. B wasn't prepared that A would cry, out of panic, out of emotion. B cried too. i was originally at the verge of crying, but i was controlling. When i see them cry, i couldn't control myself too.

C & D saw us crying and went missing. When i finally calm myself down, was when the director told us to not cry at the foyer, and told us to go to the director's office in the admin office instead, so i went to find C & D, and find them crying at a corner too.

went to the admin office, met E, together with director and one of our lecturer as well as a security officer, they talk with us. i would say it's a kind of counselling too. they told us to clam down and all that. we were still trying to figure out what has really caused this decision while calming ourselves down.

this is the first time i really talk to director and i have a change of perception towards him. he is actually not as strict/stern as i thought he was. he's actually very friendly and approachable. so we talked, and we finally calm down and we started to inform all those that were supposed to know this news.

END OF RECAP...

END OF STORY...

at the same time, it's an end of some one's life.

those who know who it is, couldn't accept it. this person, was a very cheerful person. What could have cause this person to make this decision, no one knows. but i think among those who know this incident, we should know where some of the fault should go to. yes, ourselves. cant talk much about that or it'll reveal the identity.

we, remember how nice this person is....

we, remember how this person smile....

we, remember that this person is always part of us....

as I'm writing this post, tears are dropping, but nothing is changing. all we can do now, is like what the security officer have told us. say a prayer for this person.

i really really hope that, this person would be living happily in another world. no more pain, no more worries. happiness is all that surrounds him.

to those who know this incident, PLEASE, do not spread this out to those who shouldn't know. and please, if you guys wanna tag me, use another name, and if you can identify yourself in the post, use (A,B,C,D or E) to name yourself. DO NOT tag that person's name or anything that may suggest who this person is.

let's treat it as the last respect that we can give to this person.

i seriously wonder will i be able to spent the night alone myself. i doubt i can sleep too. wonder if there's anyone who can keep me accompany.

ja-ne

Let's be Mature.... haha~

2008-07-25T01:48:00.002+08:00

realise i din end of as what i did in my previous post? Of cos! cos i havent end it yet! this is the 2nd part to it.

if someone ask you, What Is The World Made Of? what would you say?

i read a book, and it say's love.
i dun think there's ways of how can i counter this, right?

it's made up of KINSHIP. you and your family, you and your lovers.

what? you say you dun have a lover? another one says you dun love you family?

it's ok, cos you still have friends... and it's called FRIENDSHIP. you stay with you friends cos you love them. you talk to them cos you love them.

Again? you say you dun like all your friends? another one says you dun have any friends?

Fine~ There are other things out there which requires love. YOUR JOB. you are doing you job because you love it.

if you say you dun love your job, den why are you still in these job?

cos of $$?

yea, this means you love money!

if you say you dun love money,den why are you earning it?

so that you can buy a TV, HP, MP3 etc, clothes, pants... etc etc.

if you say that you dun love clothes, TVs or MP3, den where are you using it in you now?

cos you love the music, you love the shows, you love the comfort and assurance that you clothes gives you.

why do you love them, cos you love entertainments.

If you happen to be the cases where by you rejected all my analysis. den there's something you can deny. which is you LOVE yourself.

Dont try to say you dun love yourself, if not, you wouldnt be here...

so actually most of the thinks revolve about LOVE.

but if you ask me to compare life with one other thing, i'll say weather. in this world, basically everything that you have done is not controllable.

things changed quickly, emotion changes, position change, relationship changes. love changes. YES. it's always here, but shi'd not the type that is needed to do all the job...

like weather, you cant control how the others may think when you see, so let's try to may the world nice k!

my eyes are closing...
byebye and goodnight everyone
byebye
sweet dreams

ja-ne!

Happy Stuff~~~

2008-07-25T01:36:00.002+08:00

haha~ gonna post a simple one... I'll basically list down what comes into my mind... =)

1. someone who val and i both know went into the talent time's preliminary round... *haha!* damn shock cos we never expect that this person would join... haha! will go support this person if gt time...

2. YES-NEC this sat!!!!! yeah!!! I'll get to see all the YISS boys! they really very enthu, jus showed me their ppt jus now... not too bad... i must believe that they can do it! *YOSH!*

3. my HRPS interview is CLEARED!!!!! yes yes yes! wore formal that day... applying for sales promoter... and i get to see the CEOs of international, Europe and Asia.... hahahaha! saw my CEO international today, he thought i was going to laugh when he introduce themselves, but i din... maybe that's what impressed them... haha~ get what i meant?

4. i finally bought a pull-over that i want for so long... *yeayea* a dark purple pull-over!!! hahaha... bought it @ I.P Z**e. but it's 1 for 15 and 2 for 25... so i bought 2 of the same design and colour... hahaha... cos i bought 1 for L's birthday... 29/07

my blog like very childish, maybe next time i shall try to be more philosophy....

heh~

YeAh~

2008-07-21T01:33:00.003+08:00

New skin new skin!!!

i think i'm a little crazy... cos i've changed 3 skin within a month...
hmmm what should i say, ok, the skin will represent what i'm crazy over with currently...

haha~
yeah~ currently it's back to kattun, cos i'm watching cartoon kat-tun again after i stopped for so long! finally gonna D it myself from crunchy!!! yeah~ kat-tun still rocks...!

teehee~ currently i'm putting up kame skin, still wondering if i wanna change to other member's skin or change to a KAT-TUN skin. but never mind, jus stick to this for the time being.

for the past 2 days, i've slept till 2 plus and 11 plus den i wake up... arhhh feels like i've wasted half a day... but no lo... cos i sacrificed my sleep for 2 day jus because of the PSCM report and ppt.

yeah~ finally came out with my GEMS ppt too... and i suddenly find Mr"RED PILLS" so gay... haha~ he told me,

"hey, jus one more thing, nice background chosen, nice colour too."

"the purple is nice"

hahahaha! LMAO...

short post to say that i changed skin again... hee!
niteznitez!
tmr gotta go sch...
and i have a 5 hrs break tmr man...
hope i can go main lib and book a project room...
YOSH!
ja-ne!